You have been told that you must take risks to succeed haven’t you? That is right. No risk, no success.
But it does mean you are going to go about doing reckless things in the name of taking risks. A reckless risk is not different from a suicide attempt.
What you must take is calculated risks. Think carefully about the risk you want to take. Make sure it has good chances of success even though there will also be possibilities of failure. The chances of success should outweigh or at least equal those of failure. The chances of failure should not outweigh those of success because it will then be a miracle to succeed and you can’t be sure God is ready for a miracle for you then.
Risk, but risk wisely and success will be yours.