Well, O my Father, what will be today? Perhaps the posting of the book? I’ll see. I don’t feel good at all. No matter. Onward I’m going despite any feelings of gloom or glee.
It’s 9:51 am. I feel even worse than what I felt earlier. Why do I suffer these physical downs that make things hard for me to achieve? I though the book was finished, but! on final revision I found out it is not. My mouse is faulty. I need a new mouse. Maybe I get one today. The point is that all these small distractions affect my mood. It’s hard to accomplish anything when one is in a bad mood.
Now, what is really bothering me? O my Father! You know it’s deeper than things. I am bothered to read the general consent of love to whom and for whom. We are supposed to love You above all things, but! We do not. We love ourselves and people ahead of You. That’s the core of the insanity that plagues this world. That’s what is really bothering me! What to do, my Father?
Yes, I hear You.
“Do nothing. Sit still. You will see My deliverance. Relax. Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for Me to use it. It is not for you to use your gift for your own selfish purposes and gains. I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it.
So, don’t worry about anything. Take everything in this day and know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me. You have placed Me in the center of your being. Every little flaw in you has been taken care of. You are a finished work because I am finished with it.”
O my Father—O Father of mine? I am humbled by the way You bring to my remembrance Your words, whether written in the Scriptures or recorded in my journal long days past. Thanks, my Master!
Once again, I am reminded to quit looking at myself. To quit looking at others. To quit lamenting about physical disturbances. To keep going, regardless! So? There! It’s all in the graphic above!
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Hopefully I’ll finish the promised book today. Blame my faulty mouse for the delay! Always a way to ‘pass the bucket’. Never my fault? UHHrrr? lol
His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.