From The Suffocating Dump In The Valley Of Death To The Mountain Peak Of Your Presence In My Heart? A Huge Leap!
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thiaBasilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, September 6, 2017 at 5:00 pm.
I will now take a break. I’m hoping for a reply for the latest post from one of my readers that I sense You want me to include in the book.
Thursday, September 7, 2017 at 4:28 pm.
O my Father! You see what goes on. The book formatting is completely messed-up. Been trying since yesterday to fix it. I am wondering if
I should start all over from scratch. Evidently, You have something super especial for, My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story. It has to be perfect.
Friday, September 8, 2017 at 1:43 am.
Here goes my cry, O my Father, Lift me up! I have lost my giddy-up! Lift me up! Lift me up to Your mountain top! This valley of death is suffocating. Quite degrading. I look up to the hills. Down to the trodden mills. Where does my help comes from? My help comes from You!
Friday, September 8, 2017 at 2:33 am.
Wow! Does my help come from You or not? I entered the above just an hour ago. Was down and out. Feeling lousy. All the set-backs getting to me. I know it because of the way my body feels. I know it because? O well, who knows that because? Because the book formatting is not going well? Because I ran out of sea salt and Ahmad has not been able to find where to get it for me? Because of my door key issue? Only one set of keys when there should be two. Yesterday? My only key got stuck in the lock. No way for me to get out. O well! Quickly! Ahmad to the rescue!
So, after much struggle, the situation was fixed. Why not be thankful to Ahmad? Why should I be thankful for his carelessness to make copies of my keys? Indeed! I now realize these people’s carelessness is only to show their abilities to resolve problems that they create unnecessarily.
O my Father, I am fed up with the whole setup, but! that does not dampen my contentment and eternal peace within my being by the power of Your love and wisdom from on high. I can always come and dump it all on You! You always respond to me in the most delightful unexpected ways. What am I talking about?
I am talking about what You just did to lift me up from the suffocating valley of my awakening moment just about an hour ago. Your words in Habakkuk came to mind. It came to me to search for the words, ‘no fruit’. I found them! WOW! Talking about lifting me up to Your mountain top? In reading my finding? The tears of joy begin to well up. You are an awesome Father to me. Quote:
No longer set on my ways… Isn’t that awesome?
Sunday, September 25, 2016 at 9:36 am.
O my Father—O Father of mine? I keep looking in my emails hoping to find Your answer there. Nothing. I keep waiting for Ahmad to come loaded with all the goods that I am at the present lacking, to no avail.
How futile it is to guess You and Your answers. Perhaps that is the difference between expect and speculate. Am I expecting for You to manifest Your answer to me? 0r, perhaps I am speculating for You to give me whatever for the pleasure of my flesh, what is it, O my Father—O Father of mine?
O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Again You delight My heart with your child like questions.
- You are no longer going by your wisdom.
- You are no longer settling by your own deductions of what is and what is not.
- You are no longer living by your own ideas of how you, people & things are to be.
- You are now depending on Your Father like Your Father has created you to be. For I created you to nurture you in My likeness. I created you to remain My loving child without a care in the world for eternity.
- No, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, you are not any longer speculating on a risky venture of yours.
- No! I see the expectancy in your heart, in your mind as the farmer expects his planting to produce with certainty.
- You are no longer speculating on lottery tickets or get rich skims.
- You are now expecting the sure thing to arrive like a child expects from a loving father.
Thanks, O my Father—O Father of mine! That’s exactly the way I feel & think. And I weep at the thought that it not so. O but You know it, O my Father—O Father of mine? You know it. You will not fail me no matter what evil doubts come to assault me from now on. No matter what I see, what I hear or what I think or feel, the fact is, You will never fail me!
Sunday, September 25, 2016 at 11:59 am
My Internet is cut, O my Father—O Father of mine? Just as well. It will give me a chance to keep to myself as per Your instructions. Though there is no fruit on the vine nor cattle in the stall, I will continue to expect all the good You have promised to me.
Sunday, September 25, 2016 at 3:53 pm
As the minutes, the hours pass away, O my Father—O Father of mine? The wait gets harder & harder. The mind keeps churning out all kinds of thoughts. The heart constricts. The tears flow from the willing lachrymal. But the wait goes on. I’ll wait. I’ll keep on waiting ‘til the end when, I’ll see You face to face if necessary.
Monday, September 26, 2016 at 3:22 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? I know You heard my midnight plea. I know in due time You will answer me. In the meantime, what am I to do, O my Father—O Father of mine? Alright! Is coming to me. Clean the printer. Clean the apartment. Clean yourself. On to it.
The Golden Rule. Second Of The Ten Commandments…
Monday, September 26, 2016 at 9:33 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? Here I am. The printer is cleaned. The apartment is spic & span. Me? I am clean but not refreshed. I am having an awful time concentrating on my studies. For some reason, I find myself discouraged again. Maybe because I miss the Internet. I suppose I have to learn to live without it, O my Father—O Father of mine? Of course, for the most my suppositions are not accurate.
You will let me know. Sooner or later You will manifest Your answer to me. I will try to sleep. Hopefully I will feel better when I wake up. Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? Thanks for leading & directing me at all times.
Monday, September 26, 2016, at 12:25 pm
Dear Fellow Blogger/Writer,
How would like to live a life of peace & contentment without any worry to disturb such at all? Whether this world strikes a good left or not on you, the peace & contentment continues to flow like a river from your soul. Can you imagine it?
I am living that kind of life. I wouldn’t change it for all the gold in China, in the whole world to be exact. That’s the fact.
There is One Sole Almighty Creator And Sovereign Of The Whole Universe Including This Earth And Us Human Beings. He is in control of everything going on in this world and in each one of our lives.
Believe it or not such is the fact to be exact.
In this life that I am enjoying,
- If you have no home? No problem, you don’t have to clean it.
- If you have no food? No problem, you don’t have to cook.
- If you only have the cloth on your back and more you quite lack? No problem, neither do the birds of the air or the flowers of the field yet, the Almighty takes care of them.
How much more are we worthy of the Almighty’s loving care?
Have you ever read the best seller of all times, aka, the Bible? I have, though by far I am not a scholar at all. Also, I do not understand it. Better said, what I understood of the Bible was not exactly what I understood.
This essay is not to bash anyone with the Bible, much less to judge any human being. I have no right to do so.
But this essay is about what the Almighty has dealt to me in order to straighten out my thinking and my attitude to the rest of human beings not just to my loved ones.
In addition, this essay is not to expect anyone to go through all the crazy and tumultuous route that was designed for yours truly exclusively. Father has assigned to each one their own exclusive lot.
Of course, I know with certainty that Father’s aim is not to take away any gift He has given to each one of us.
Indeed, our freedom does not mean slavery. Our freedom means the restoration of our beings as legit children of the Father/Creator.
Slavery to the dominion from this world becomes a thing of the past. Our life begins as sons & daughters of the Almighty Creator.
No longer set on my ways. Isn’t that awesome? End of quote.
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His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.