This is me.
Hi everyone I hope you are well wherever you are in the world..
Over these last few weeks I have been thinking about myself and about how I want to create content that I am really happy with and that you are also! But I can’t be who I am not! WE are all one person. WE are who are we are. AND we can never change that. But there are so many things I would love to share with you. Like my ‘first driving lesson’ and so many other exciting chapters within my life! I want a purpose. I really do want to make this my space. I want it to be perfect. I want to show my own creativity to my blogs that I write. I want to have a target of how many followers I would like. I just want people to listen. Even by writing this. I really really do feel that this is the most honest blog I have written in a long while. If I am honest. Most of the time I just post random ‘shit’ so to speak just so you have something to read from me. AND I feel many of you are noticing that because I really do want to put my all into it! But sometimes I really don’t know how to structure any of my blogs. Or what I should say so I don’t offend anyone.
But THIS IS ME. And this is how I write and this is my life and my story and I am proud of that. I have passions I have beliefs we all do. But you need to ignite those passions and make them a reality. Because like I have said multiple times I really do mean it. THANK YOU because without any of you reading and supporting me. I really would have no reason to keep going. The only reason why I would keep going is because I can write about things I am worried or I want to document about. But as soon as I got 30 followers I feel my writing changed.. I don’t know why or how? But I just feel I don’t seem to connect with any of you as much. I WANT TO!
AS it is a new year ‘2019’ I want to have a new schedule. I hope you like the new style! I just want to be real. Be honest and be me! Please continue to support me! Thank you!
But for 2019 I also want to grow my blog too a few thousand. But the thing I find so fascinating is I have been doing it since September 2018′ and to be honest I only came across it accidentally and I have grown this quickly! I must be doing something right? ANOTHER thing I would love to do is to interact with you all a lot more. I would love to have an actual chat with you all.
Because If I am honest. I get bored and I just want people to talk to and so I can engage and understand what you do and what you don’t like about me and my writing.. I want a schedule but I feel 3 times a week is too much! not only for me because I have to write it! But also for you! The reason why I would like to change it because I feel I would happier within myself if I wrote less a week. Like once a week or twice a week like ‘Monday’ one at the beginning of the week’ and ‘Friday one at the end of the week’ Because I will know that I am putting everything within my writing and I know It will be from my heart. Rather me thinking of things to put just to make a post. I don’t want to do that anymore. I want to have the flexibility! I want to be happy I want you to enjoy it and take something from it when I write. I want to have a community. x
MONDAY’S AND FRIDAYS AT 5PM!
(Except for this blog this is going live at the current time!)