Another sleepless night…
I have been discovering a lot of amazing blogs lately and they are kind of versed with the subjects I wanna talk about and how my thoughts flow. As I read through them, they are filled with so much wisdom and insight. And I just stare with awe and I wish I was that half talented (smh)…Thing is, there are so many things I am not considering as to why and how I am still where I am..
1) They have been blogging for what..2-3years and more so they didn’t just start today. My blog is just 3months old and I already want to have a fan club of a thousand followers. It takes time to get to the heights.
2) I may not yet be matured and so as I write each day and read from other people, I get experience and in due time, my supposed audience will get to me.
3) I may not be ready for the stardomship because I haven’t yet worked on myself. Why am I really blogging? Is it to help someone out there or just be famous and write about anything? Maybe being famous now might change me, my ideas, my perspectives, values etc so I still have a lot ahead of me.
4) I need to stop with my negative thoughts. I am talented, it might not be fully developed but its there so I need to stop putting myself down. I can make it
I just really wanna say I’m grateful for this opportunity given to me by Mr Romanus because this community is really big and while I’m still trying to figure out everyone, I do learn a lot from my blogging gurus. I’m a little more patient and when I do get 30likes for a post, I’m as excited a kid who just got a new game😆.
I’ve understood that we are exactly where we need to be..I’m still a baby and so this a wonderful experience for me…sharing with you guys and being able to be heard. Being part of this big family is my blessing. To those who have just started blogging, do not be overwhelmed by others’ success and don’t be jealous. You don’t know what they went through and why and how they are in that position. You need to humble yourself, seek advise, find your path and then finally do your thing. The sky is very large so all of us can fly through. So stay true to yourself and never stop learning. If you wanna be supported, you have to learn to be supportive too.
Have a wonderful Sunday guys. God bless.Sammy J.