Everything Is Awful, Everything Is Broken

Put your fears to rest
You know it’s for the best
As a choir of angels sings:

…everything is awful.

—Lyrics from “Everything is Awful” by The Decemberists.

I heard this song on the radio the other day, followed immediately by Bob Dylan’s “Everything is Broken.” It was a gorgeous early spring day. I was happy.

Yes, I was happy even though it is true, everything is awful and everything is broken. For me, it was like a message that what the world *looks* like is not necessarily what matters. Sometimes things have to get awful and things have to break for new things to take their place.

Here is a comment that was left at the website Genius,

On a few occasions, Colin has referred to this song as a Trump-era “state of the union song.” The pessimistic nature of the lyrics is contrasted with the jovial “la la la la la” refrain and the gang chorus at the end.

These songs also reminded me to not take everything, especially myself, so seriously. Folks in recovery might know this as “Rule 62.” All I can do is what is in front of me. I do what I can, each day, and if I live today well I will be OK.

I cannot give in to the pessimistic, defeatist attitude. There is a higher order, whatever your religious/spiritual/philosophical beliefs. Everything is connected. Everything is One.

If you have ever walked a labyrinth, you know that there is one path in and one path out. It is all the same path. It *looks* like people are ahead of you or behind, moving toward you or away. Yet it is all one path. We are just at different places, constantly moving. No one place is better or worse than another because it is all one path. Just keep moving.

The Reasons Why One Should Give Up Thinking. WHAT? See? There Goes One Reason. Thinking Gets One In The WHAT? Wagon Down Pat.

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, April 14, 2018 at 8:30 am.

Inquiring minds? Forever the question, “What came first? The chicken or the egg?” Who cares?

O my Father! I haven’t got the slightest how to get out of this mood that I am in. To realize one’s deficiencies; one’s inabilities? It’s enough for a bad mood!

What’s the most depressing deficiency that troubles me?

That’s just it! I don’t even know what is it that troubles me, my Father? Perhaps the inability to let go of the insidious self-consciousness always lurking around no matter what I say or do!

No matter how certain I am? I can’t rid myself of the after the fact effect. I can’t get rid of that ‘humanly perfect’ concept. I can’t get rid of that insidious fear of repercussion.

Am I alone in this train of thought?

Perhaps that’s the human trend that humans so cleverly hide. Perhaps I’m opening a can of worms. Those hidden worms eating us up unaware.

Perhaps it’s You, my Father, the One opening that can of squirmy varmints eating me up unaware. Hum! Now I’m getting hot in the finding game, am I not, my Father?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Indeed! I have separated you to cleanse you with the experience of My written words. For what purpose? That you might be set-apart and faultless. That you might be in glorious splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such things at My return.

Father? The Organized Church troubles me.

O my Beloved Father, You compel me to look around all the evil going on. I look around. I see the Organized Church as the greatest stumbling block for a closer relationship with You.

Sunday, April 15, 2018 at 5:28 am.

What now, O my Father? Your plan of restoration consumes my being.

Your Presence within my being compels me in the Oneness with Your Being. Sunning myself on the roof I see luscious gardens. I see happy faces taking care of those garden. I hear sweet loving songs.

The disgusting clutter in the present roofs? The screeching noise that goes by the name of music now? The crying babies. The disturbing angry voices? All gone!

Even now while we are still breathing the polluted air on these earthly grounds?

Even now Your plan of restoration is in effect. You have dried my tears away. You have restored me. In Your Presence You keep me aloof from all evil no matter any and all circumstances of glee or gloom.

Yes, You compel me to look around and be astonished at what goes on in this insanity ridden world.

I look around. I am astonished. Multitude of young people obsessed with the knowledge from the Tree of Good and Evil, but! Not a clue of what they do.

Multitude of parents obsessed with the raising of super knowledgeable children to rule the future in this world.

Behold the Great Fallen Away!

Right now as I look around all that goes on with young and old? I am astonished! The written words are coming to pass exactly as those are written, but!

What is it that troubles me with what I see? All this NOT so new thing with positive thinking and success, success, success.

Goodness sake! I am a member of Success Inspirers World Organization, and? Am I against SUCCESS? How that figures, O my Father? How that figures?

It figures in My written words, My child. I have planted you in this organization of My most selected children for you to herald those written words to them, why?

To prevent My most elected children from the great fallen away. You see, My child, your enemy is as shrew beyond your wildest imagination.

The enemy is no longer working on injecting doubt into your heart as to My intentions to forbid you to eat from that tree. No. That has already taken place.

So what is the enemy’s agenda now? To make of you a super human—full to the brim with the knowledge of ‘good’ and ‘evil’ quite capable to be your own ‘god’.

What for is there a need to depend on Me if you can depend on your own self, but! That is something not quite visible because of the camouflage of good and beautiful.

The New Age movement of positive thinking with all its branches? Is nothing else but tinsels instead of gold.

Even so, the GOLD of My Presence is now shinning forth from the heart of My selected witnesses. The experience of My written words?

That’s My work in the heart of My witnesses. That’s what makes My Presence shine forth as pure GOLD from the hearts of my selected vessels.

Furthermore? My selected vessels are not called to ‘teach’ or to ‘minister’ or to ‘police’ and apply those words as they see fit to do so. NAY!

My selected vessels only task is to refrain from doing any of that by the power of their mind. The written words CANNOT be taught by the power of the human mind.

It’s My Spirit Who gives LIFE to those words, but! The human mind is set to interpret and misconstrue My written words.

Therefore? My reason to empower you to give up the dependence in the human mind and heart both yours as well as any other human’s mind and heart.

My reason for planting you in the midst of My children in this institution? You are to share the experience of the words I have made alive in your heart.

Yahushua, Founder and Perfecter of Our Faith

THEREFORE THEN, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses [who have borne testimony to the Truth], let us strip off and throw aside every encumbrance (unnecessary weight) and that sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us, and let us run with patient endurance and steady and active persistence the appointed course of the race that is set before us,

Looking away [from all that will distract] to Yahushua, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising and ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of the Almighty.

What Sin?

What is the sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us? The sin of unbelief. We all brag about our beliefs, about our faith, but!

In real life? The Universities. The Doctors. The ‘Holy Ones’. The Worldly Famous. The Work of our hands? That’s the gist of our beliefs. That’s what we live by. That’s what is preached!

No kidding. I know the drill only too well, but! The power and wisdom from our Loving Father/Creator. He sent me a WITNESS. He turned me around, and? I saw!

What did I see?

The same thing the Father/Creator is now showing to all who has ears to hear and eyes to see. He showed me the utter arrogance of MY KNOWLEDGE!

I thought I knew Him when? I knew nothing period. Nothing about Him at all. Nothing about life. I was an educated fool!

O well? That’s my two cents to make the point of this writing. What am I to do right now?

Whether is liked or not? I am to proclaim to SIWO and the whole world, the TRUTH of the evil of what the world has programmed us to do on this SUCCESS thing. It’s written,

2Timothy 4:1-4

I CHARGE [you] in the presence of the Almighty and of Messiah Yahushua, Who is to judge the living and the dead, and by (in the light of) His coming and His kingdom:

Herald and preach the Word! Keep your sense of urgency [stand by, be at hand and ready], whether the opportunity seems to be favorable or unfavorable. [Whether it is convenient or inconvenient, whether it is welcome or unwelcome, you as preacher of the Word are to show people in what way their lives are wrong.] And convince them, rebuking and correcting, warning and urging and encouraging them, being unflagging and inexhaustible in patience and teaching.

For the time is coming when [people] will not tolerate (endure) sound and wholesome instruction, but, having ears itching [for something pleasing and gratifying], they will gather to themselves one teacher after another to a considerable number, chosen to satisfy their own liking and to foster the errors they hold,

And will turn aside from hearing the truth and wander off into myths and man-made fictions.

Dear Reader, none of us wish to hear such strong words. We are at the point that we only want to hear compliments and words of encouragement, but!

It’s imperative that we take these words, bitter as they are, in the same way we would take the most distasteful medication to heal our bodies.

NO! I am not against SUCCESS. I am for SUCCESS in hearing and understanding the intent of our Creator for creating us. He created us for 3 reasons:

  1. To love Him.
  2. To be loved by Him.
  3. Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!

Heavenly ointment to heal our wounded souls

To that end? We work day and night to accomplish His plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.

Those words are the heavenly ointment to heal our wounded souls. Wounded by the lack of Knowledge of His loving ways.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

What’s This Post All About? A Significant Comment ….?

Productivity….

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, April 13, 2018 at 4:14 am.

These are days of much reflection for me ….?

Yes, indeed! You are with me whether gloom or glee! Even so? The moments of gloom multiply. The moments of glee? So far in between they happen to fly by and by.
These are days of much reflection for me as it is for a certain few. Yes, it’s a comfort to find those few, but! For the most?

This is a lonely road in the trails of this insane world ….?

Even so, it is by choice that anyone travels in it. I made my choice. I chose to follow Yahushua. No regrets. How did I so chose?

By the power of my Father’s love and wisdom from on high. Of my own power? Impossible. Unless the Father calls? No one can come to the SON.

What it means to live in self-righteousness ….?

The hardest I tried to follow Yahushua? The farthest away from Him I lived. Yes, to live in self-righteousness is to live far from Yahushua, but!
A self-righteous life is what all human beings with no exceptions are programmed to live. Eve n so? Father knows all about it.
It’s now 5:14 pm. I slept from 1:31 pm to 3:39 pm. Was led to go directly to my inbox. There I was led to click on, https://adewumipeterblog.wordpress.com/2018/03/19/gods-generals-are-you-a-general-in-your-field/.

And my heart constricted big time! ….?

My Brother Peter is only expressing the staunch belief and standard for all Ministers leaders of the Flock.
I wanted to cry, but! Instead? Father’s wisdom prevail. I found myself so full of laughter, compassion, immense undying love for all my deserters et all!
I got over my shock. I heard: “Think like I think, respond! Reason with your brother et all. Reason with the wisdom I have instilled within your being.” I obeyed. I wrote:

I do not debate or tell anybody what to do or not to do. I share what Father is doing with me.
John was right.
We are wrong.
We call evil good.
We call good evil.
All those so called ‘Ministries’ are not in the will of our Father.
We do not know our Father/Creator or His ways.
We are not going to any ‘Heaven’.
The Kingdom of heaven is in our hearts, but! We take it for granted with our carnal minds.
The Kingdom of Heaven shall be established in Jerusalem here on earth like it is in heaven.
These things The Almighty Spirit of our Creator is now revealing to us. To me personally? Quote:
“My children think, act, live by what they know, but! My children do not ‘know’ Me. In the same way? You just realized it’s the same about you and your children and friends.

Your children and friends do not know you, but! Regardless? You have not for one instance stopped loving them.
Even more so? You realize they as well love you despite the lack of knowledge on either end.
Likewise? It’s between My children and My Being. Only difference? I know it all, but! I only let you know so much as you need to know at any given time, and?
Today? This Little Portion Of My Knowledge? Hit You Like A Bomb! Why?
Because it is a bomb—THE BOMB that completely destroyed all traces of evil murdering thoughts about your children et all.
Go On My Child! Now You Thinking Like I Think ….?”
Unless the Father/Creator does the work within each one of us personally? We labor in vain.
Yes, thank our Father for the great workers. Those workers did not mean for us to PRAISE THEM! They all directed us to our Father/Creator Yahuwah/Yahushua.
Unfortunately? We follow man not our Father/Creator. We have made a ‘God’ of our Father/Creator, but!
That’s all coming to an end now. Behold! The Power of love and wisdom from on high. It never fails. It always avails.
Therefore? O well! Our paths have crossed. The plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation is now in effect.
To Love.
To Be Loved.
Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!
We have been saved, but! We, liken to the Galatians & the Corinthians have remained CARNAL depending in our carnal mind knowledge.
BUT! No Problem. Our Father is STILL in control of it ALL!
HE IS BRINGING US ALL TO THE FIRST & MOST IMPORTANT OF THE COMMANDMENTS! Hahaha! HalleluYah.
Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

What’s For You Today? To Find Out What’s For My Day! How’s That For Rumbustiousness ….?

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, April 11, 2018 at 8:35 am.

Ha! What’s for my day? Ah! My Father—O Father of mine? You are leading all the way! Why have I not been posting since the last post?

I been busy following You lead to optimize, but! You know why I am doing that. You know me like a book. You led me to post that thing about Retribution, and, my readers? Half gone!

Been optimizing yes, but why not taking a few minutes to post some of the multitude of words You given to me in the last few days?

Aha! Just now? You done drop the bomb in my human mind! That’s enough to sober me up. To think like You think. What?

To Think Like You Think ….. ? Hold It Right There! ….No One Thinks Like YOU?

That’s the bomb Father dropped on my dizzy human thinking. O WELL! I used to have several illustrious ‘Men of The Cloth’ reading and following these lines I record daily, but!

They done quit me! Why? For making statements like that. You know all about it, my Father, but You insist in compelling me to make such statements.

Despite the cost to my readership? I must obey You. I must write what You lead me to write whether that’s for the liking or not liking of the readers of these lines. Why?

Ah! Great News! They’ll be back. How do I know that? Father revealed that to me as it’s written by His finger in the pages of the BOOK.

The Truth About Me? Probably Why The Readers Quit Me? The Truth Is ….?

I do not ‘know’ ANYTHING, but! I sound like a ‘know it all’. Pitiful me. Honest to goodness! Only the Father/Creator of our beings knows IT ALL!

I sound like a ‘know it all’ to be funny, but! People takes me seriously and? Stay away from my way! Hahaha! If they see me coming? They quickly hide themselves until I pass their way.

Full Of Laughter, Compassion, Immense Undying Love For All My Deserters!

You know what? This morning? Just a moment ago? I found myself so full of laughter, compassion, immense undying love for all my deserters!

I heard, ‘Now you thinking like Me.’ What? Think like You? What You talking about? How or what You think?

What’s The Core Of The Humongous Horrendous State And Condition Of The Human Being Despite All Knowledge Both Secular And Spiritual.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My children pride themselves on their knowledge. Moreover? My children pride themselves on acquiring the highest degree of knowledge.

Whatever it’s secular or spiritual knowledge? My children’s aim is to show themselves approved and recognized.

My children’s life struggle is to achieve and succeed. Should they fail to achieve and succeed?

That’s the core of the humongous horrendous state and condition of the human being despite all knowledge both secular and spiritual.

And You Laughing About It?

So am I, My child. So am I. Why? Because, I know what you just realized a moment ago. What would that be?

My children think, act, live by what they know, but! My children do not ‘know’ Me. In the same way? You just realized it’s the same about you and your children and friends.

Your children and friends do not know you, but! Regardless? You have not for one instance stopped loving them.

Even more so? You realize they as well love you despite the lack of knowledge on either end.

Likewise? It’s between My children and My Being. Only difference? I know it all, but! I only let you know so much as you need to know at any given time, and?

Today? This Little Portion Of My Knowledge? Hit You Like A Bomb! Why?

Because it is a bomb—THE BOMB that completely destroyed all traces of evil murdering thoughts about your children et all.

Go On My Child! Now You Thinking Like I Think ….?

Rejoice forever more! No matter what evil comes your way now, whether from within or without? My power is in your hands to overcome it all!

Hey! Hey! Hey! No more ill thinking because my brother Ngobesing? O well, whatever he is up to or not up to? I love him and he loves me—that’s not ‘romantic’ love—hey away with evil thinking! Yes! I love him and you dear Reader with the love of my Yah. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, No exceptions! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me!


Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, March 24, 2018 at 3:54 pm

What Is It With The Push To ‘Love Ourselves’?

No it’s nothing wrong with loving ourselves. In fact we are supposed to do so. Why now the passionate ‘push? Maybe we are swimming in reverse.

We been swimming in the seas of hate for ourselves plus the fuss so long, so long. Now we are swimming in the seas of love and peace and all beautiful as it is to belong

Do we realize why we swim at all?

Why we swim the turbulent waters as well as the peaceful ones? Why we do what we do one way or the other?

Sure! Many have figured out such a puzzle, but!

Not many I hear tell what it should be told. As a whole is not a matter of love or hate. That’s only the buds of the root with no debate.

The root? No debate?

There is hate. Yes, the core of all our doings with no exception. With much perception. Indeed! The root of all our universal problems is ANGER, but not just anger in the general sense of the word. NAY!

What is ANGER   ?

Anger is the killer of all our good and noble intentions as well as the killer of the most depraved and corrupted ones, but!

What specifically kind of anger has come to my knowledge only recently?

  • We are ANGRY at two beings in our lives.
  1. The Mighty Being Who created us.
  2. The woman that gave birth to us.

Preposterous! No way! We love and take care of mom. We bless her. We go out of our way to show our love to our moms. Indeed we do!

And the Creator? For goodness sake! Don’t I see the most fantastic demonstrations of worship?

The music. The great sacrifices. The offerings. Wow! How can we be angry with a deity we claim to be ‘love’?

Ah! But we are. I never saw this before as I am seeing it now. Think about it dear reader, why all this amazing demonstrations of love for those two beings in our lives?

Granted, some mothers are well deserving of such love as we see fit, but whether the mother deserves it or not we feel compelled to love her. We go out of the way to show such love.

And we are angry with mother? And the Creator? Don’t we even sacrificed our lives to serve and honor Him? But! We are angry with both of them.

How can that be? How can we be angry with such Beings?

That’s what the Father/Creator has been driving at by letting us stew in our anger until we cry ‘uncle!’ Until we hit bottom just like any addicted one would do to overcome the addiction.

What is ANGER?

Anger is an addiction that no human being can really conquer. You’ll see. How long shall take for you to see? That’s the question and the answer I have no business meddling with.

The question and the answer I have no business meddling with. …?

I have greater matters in my way—gout pain? Much greater than meddling with somebody’s else’s gout! I am going on! Victory at last! Even my gout is rejoicing with me!

I been totally frustrated with my designing skills, but! Just now? I accomplished close to what I want to accomplish! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Take a look: https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, NO EXCEPTIONS! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me! How ’bout you? And? How you been my dear Reader?

How is about a comment not just an awesome?

Even a couple of lines insulting me will come in handy. Hahaha! I’m a bundle of contradictions. Honestly.

One moment I am hassling the complementors like Ngobese. The next moment? I’m relishing his compliments. The next moment? I rather be insulted than complimented!

O dear! There is a time and a place to accommodate all my contradictions, and? A time and a place for yours as well.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂 🙂 🙂

About The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock ….?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, March 13, 2018 at 6:55 am.

What a day!

It turned out to be the most trying day in a while. This file could not open. It’s now 11:18 pm. I reset the computer around 9 am. I set out to install Office, and?

Big surprise! This file would not open. Just now, a tech from Microsoft, Modesto—finally succeeded in open it up. I now have duplicates under different names.

My whole day was shot! But You know it my Father. Where was I? Ah! Observations about The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock.

What Is The Meaning Of Selfless Help?

Ah! But we human beings are so ever clever! There is no such a thing as selfless help from any human being!

We are all after that coveted approval. Let’s sober up! The Whirlwind of conviction it’s on to us That nasty head of self-esteem shall be knocked down to the ground. I REPENT IN DUST AND ASHES SHALL BE THE SOUND….

What do I know? Who am I to come up against the tide of human nobility? I am what I am but by the Almighty’s power of love and wisdom. Of my own? I AM NOTHING!

So High! So Deep! So Visible. Yet?  I Rather Be Insulted Than Complimented….?

Wednesday, March 14, 2018 at 5:30 am.

Why not? I thought I knew it all, but! All it meant? I was an educated fool! My head full of the knowledge from the Tree of Good and Evil.

I gorged myself with such a knowledge. Norman Vincent Peale. Napoleon Hill were side by side with the Sacred Scriptures known by The Bible.

Self-Love by Robert Shuller? I’m OK, forgot the author?–The books of my choice. Mind Control? Yoga? Meditation? And whatever else to get on the ship to get away from the pain and suffering the Messenger of the Almighty must face at any cost!

Yeah, like Jonah, my call to suffer? Chee-wheeze! Not ME! I am not that stupid. The Almighty gave me this brilliant mind to help myself! On and on the ship carried me, until … The whale inhaled my pitiful…coward carcass?

About SIWO….?

Dear Readers, stick around. SIWO is THE INSTRUMENT the Loving Father/Creator of our beings shall use like the ship that carried Jonah to the belly of the whale.

Stick around. That crowd of shipmates is about to catch on to us Jonas aboard the ship to Tarshis. The whale is about to ingest and manifest its distaste for our state. It will eject and regurgitate …

O well! I fear not! I am out of the belly of the whale. I am now in Nineveh, or? Am I? Will the Readers of SIWO repent at the reading of these remarkable lines?

Another kind of Neneveh ….?

No, this Nineveh is into a different kind of sin—into the beautiful side of evil—the side of the ‘good’ knowledge, but! From the same forbidden tree.

Who knows? I am now sitting under that gourd, or am I? Nay! The gourd covering my angry state? Gone! I am no longer angry. I am now resting underneath the everlasting arms.

He is hiding me. No one can hurt me. No reason to be angry ….?

In the Secret Place of the Highest, Who’s power no foe can withstand? He is hiding me. He is my shield and my buckler. There shall no evil come near me, nor any plague come nigh my dwelling place.

What Has Come To Me To Share With You In The Next Post?

I must share a fact that has failed to make an impact in the lives of the Father/Creator’s children. What fact to be exact?

Love? It’s Not Just A Feeling. It’s Not Our Noble Intentions. It’s Much Deeper.

What a post! Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

What Is The Meaning Of My Life And All I Blast In The Posts You Think To Be ‘Awesome’?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, February 6, 2018 at 1:32 am.

When the mount of one’s choosing bolts one down

When one finds oneself on that lonely hill in these earthly grounds

When there is no more mounts to carry one to that coveted end not yet found?

Wow! Look! There is HOPE shinning down on your crown!

HOPE? There is always HOPE.

HOPE? The evidence of things not yet seeing—such is the case with the latest in my lonely hill in these earthly grounds….

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia

What Is Causing Apprehension? Why Not Assurance, Confidence Not Such Tension? …

What is causing apprehension break the tension

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Sunday, January 21, 2018 at 11:38 am.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? The risk is great in the writing of this post, but! Though I risk offending and out of shape some bending? You are the Master in control. At Your word? I obey, regardless!

  • A famine for hearing the words of the Master….

It’s 3:30 pm. Didn’t know how to continue with this post. I slept for a couple of hours. On waking up? My Teacher whispered where I had to look to go ahead.

The Time of the End

Amos 8:11-12 AMPC+

Behold, the days are coming, says the Master the Creator, when I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but [a famine] for hearing the words of the Master.

And [the people] shall wander from sea to sea and from the north even to the east; they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Lord [inquiring for and requiring it as one requires food], but shall not find it.

Daniel 12:1-4.

AND AT that time [of the end] Michael shall arise, the great [angelic] prince who defends and has charge of your [Daniel’s] people. And there shall be a time of trouble, straitness, and distress such as never was since there was a nation till that time. But at that time your people shall be delivered, everyone whose name shall be found written in the Book [of  the Creator’s plan for His own]. 

And many of those who sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake: some to everlasting life and some to shame and everlasting contempt and abhorrence. [Joh_5:29] 

And the teachers and those who are wise shall shine like the brightness of the firmament, and those who turn many to righteousness (to uprightness and right standing with the Creator) [shall give forth light] like the stars forever and ever. [Mat_13:43] 

But you, O Daniel, shut up the words and seal the Book until the time of the end. [Then] many shall run to and fro and search anxiously [through the Book], and knowledge [of  the Creator’s purposes as revealed by His prophets] shall be increased and become great. [Amos 8:12] 

Reading those words? I see how easy it is to justify our doings. How easy it is to assume our Creator’s approval of our doings. For instances, the words, ‘And the teachers…’

Ah! Immediately all Bible teachers pat themselves in the back confident of our Creator’s approval, but! They disregard the words of Yahushua,

Matthew 23:8-13 AMPC+

But you are not to be called rabbi (teacher), for you have one Teacher and you are all brothers.

And do not call anyone [in the church] on earth father, for you have one Father, Who is in heaven.

And you must not be called masters (leaders), for you have one Master (Leader), the Christ.

He who is greatest among you shall be your servant.

Whoever exalts himself with haughtiness and empty pride shall be humbled (brought low), and whoever humbles himself [whoever has a modest opinion of himself and behaves accordingly] shall be raised to honor.

But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, pretenders (hypocrites)! For you shut the kingdom of heaven in men’s faces; for you neither enter yourselves, nor do you allow those who are about to go in to do so.

What is this great controversy about the Church and the Pastors and the Bible Teachers?….

Alright! Let’s put two and two together. What is this great controversy about the Church and the Pastors and the Bible Teachers?

Where all come from the myriad of different beliefs, religions, groups, churches, and! The great fallen away from it all to the beautiful side of evil—the knowledge of GOOD from the same forbidden tree?

Think about it. Why the apprehension in our souls as we watch the parade of goodness from that tree? At the sound of,

‘Unconditional love! Divine Self! Complete! I love myself’?

Some of us tremble. Why? We distinctly know something does not add up, but! For the most? We stay silent. We figure, To each his own. We go on with our own business.

Well? That’s the way of humankind. We are humans. We think and act as per the good programmed in our natural minds, but! Unfortunately? We call evil good and good evil.

Lack of knowledge of the Creator and His ways….

It all lies in the knowledge from the forbidden tree of the knowledge of good and evil. It lies in the lack of knowledge of the Creator and His ways.

This all it’s just coming to me. It’s not my own reasoning for sure….

Now? Am I already boring you with all of this seemingly reasoning of my own? Hold it. I really don’t know what I am writing. This all it’s just coming to me. It’s not my own reasoning for sure.

Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master….

It does make sense though. Our Almighty Creator is calling us all to come and reason things out with Him, as per what’s written,

Isaiah 1:18 AMPC+

Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool.

Dear Reader, read the whole chapter in Isaiah 1. It will open your mind and soul should you be willing to reason things out heart to heart with the Master Creator of our beings.

Am I a Bible scholar? So far from the truth. …

Ha! This quoting of Scriptures could give the impression that I am a Bible scholar. So far from the truth. The truth? All those Scriptures just pop in my mind as the Spirit is directing whatever I’m writing.

Let me relate to you an incident that keeps coming to mind in reference to the quoting of Scriptures in all my writings.

To that end, I will quote a writing where I quoted Scriptures I had no previous knowledge of. That was when I first started writing consistently every single day of my life. Quote,

Mine shall be a good day!

March 21/87.5:20 a.m. Birds are singing, Master, the dawn of a new day must be approaching, Oh, Master, how great Thou are!

For Your Spirit is harboring the earth right now as it was that first day; in a short while Thou shall say “let there be light,” and there shall appear the light of a new day!

And it shall be a good day!

Yes, a good day, for Thou has so written it in the Book of Life and what it’s written in the Book of Life it’s Your Word which stands true forever!

Yes, it shall be a good day!

“But Thia, how about all the evil of the day? How can your day be good? Have you thought about your doubts? Have you thought about your ups and downs? Do you remember your failures? Do you see your inability? Don’t you know that you are always a day late and a dollar short? And what about the national situation, haven’t you heard the news, there is “Aids” and something worse that “Aids,” some unknown plague that is approaching us. And there is war and rumors of war. And you can’t even travel because you might be held up as a hostage. And right here in your back yard, don’t you realize how easy it is for a nut to break into your house and rape and kill you? How can your day be good?”

Devil, my day shall be good because so it’s written in the Book of life. Genesis 1:26-31. You are a liar, a destroyer, a murderer from the beginning, so it’s also written. Your end it’s even written in the Book of life. John 8:44; Revelation 15:2.

I come against you and your foul words and suggestions, in the name of the Mighty Elohim I serve, the Mighty One of Israel, I come against the evil of this day Satan, in the name of Yahushua. Luke 11:20-22.

I live in the secret place of the Most High, sheltered by the Elohim that is above all Elohims, this I declare, I abide in the name of Yahushua, He is my fortress, my refuge, my shield of faith. Psalms 91:1-2.

Satan, I reject your words and suggestions, I refuse to dwell in the evil of this day and the frustrations of my flesh, for you are a liar, a father of lies, and a murderer from the beginning. Philippians 4:6; I Peter 5:8-9.

The truth is that you are speaking to my flesh, the flesh of the Thia that died in the cross with Yahushua. Satan, that Thia is dead! Romans 6:11.

But I, the new Thia, resurrected in Yahushua Messiah, I, come in the name of that same Yahushua, to trample you under my feet! Romans 8:1-2; Ephesians 6:11-16.

Begone Satan, mine shall be a good day, for I’m a new creature, there shall no evil come near me nor any plague come nigh my dwelling. Matthew 4:10; II Corinthians 5:17; Psalms 91:10.

And I have the power to trample you under my feet and vanish you from my sight, in Yahushua Messiah, my Master and Savior. So it is written. Psalms 91:13.

Yes, it shall be a good day! —So it is written in the Book of Life. Alleluia!

Honest to goodness! To this day? I have never been able to memorize one single verse of Scripture. None! Zilch! I must refer to a copy of the Bible to read those Scriptures as they pop into mind while I’m writing.

Yes, I have, by now? Read the whole Book, but! Not from cover to cover or in a systematic way of reading it in a year or so liken to the normal way of reading is done. Not at all. Never been able to stick to any of those systems.

So? How am I able to quote so many proper Scriptures? Hum! Me? Able? Nay! Honestly, it’s not my ability. It’s the Presence of the Father/Creator’s Spirit—the Teacher in my heart. He pops those Scriptures in my mind. I go to the Book and quote exactly as the Spirit leads me to do. Simple.

What Is Causing Apprehension?….

Anyhow? What Is Causing Apprehension? Why Not Assurance, Confidence in our midst? Simple. Timing. The Creator’s timing that is!

Time for the Creator to enable us all to come and reason things out with Him….

It’s now His time to lift Himself up to us. His time to show His justice. Time to show His mercy. Time for Him to enable us all to come and reason things out with Him.

It’s all about our Creator and ourselves individually and personal….

Indeed! It’s all about our Creator and ourselves individually and personal. Don’t you think so, dear Reader? Our redemption draws nigh.

The Plan Of Our Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect—To Be Loved by our Creator and to Love Him in return.

The March To Success, Success, Success Without Recess Shall Soon Come To Naught…

Monday, January 22, 2018 at 3:02 am.

To naught! That’s what! This time? All nations shall know and bow down to the ground to the ONE with Whom we must do without any ado. Amen or so be it.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

Forever Asking, “Who Am I?”

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Saturday, January 20, 2018 at 5:46 am.

O! Oh! The 7th Day of Rest finds me? Resting on You. Restlessness and messes and disrespectfulness? Going with the emotional glean of no duration wind!

Harsh weather hit the town to pawn and tear down, but! My soul?…

Yesterday? Harsh weather hit the town to pawn and tear down, but! My soul? Could not touch not near detach from Your firm hold on me! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Hum! It’s already 11:13 am. Been up since forever! Done wrote a letter to Joyce. Wondering if I should post it? I’m several posts backed up. Don’t know which way go to again go.

Lack of Communication….

I see clear the outline from 1985 to this 2018, but! I wonder why I’m dwindling around with the whole matter, not really knowing what to pick and stick as per Your loving will.

What to do? Where to go next? Have I missed any step? I’m wondering about the covers for the books. They don’t meet the standards for a professional cover, but!

I sense those do meet Your standards. More and more I see every day how remarkable is this issue of lack of communication.

More and more I see this issue as the key that locks us out the door of the best for our lives. Some talk about oranges. The others talk about apples.

They both think they talk about the same thing because, apples and oranges are both fruits, but both are miles apart in all aspects of the matter. Duh!

People do not quite understand me or you….

But why am I bringing this issue up? O well! Maybe to comfort myself. In the last few months? The Spirit of the Father/Creator within my being shows to me how people do not quite understand me.

Totally frustrating! From childhood to senior age and beyond the bounds of the lands? No one really understood much about this thiaBasilia at hand, but! Now? Wow!

It’s 7:52 pm. I woke up about 2 hours ago. Returned call from Joyce. We share for a long time as usual. Check the link about asparagus she sent to me. That brought me to Facebook.

In Facebook? I read the article. Check my notifications, and? Look at what I found! A post I wrote on Friday, January 20, 2017. Wow! It blows my mind! Exactly one year to the date.

O my Father! I’m flabbergasted! To experience Your Presence? Nothing short of amazing, and? You know it. You know all things before anything comes to be. A paragraph from that post,

Well, I slept for quite a few hours yesterday. Been awake since midnight. Been checking emails, comments, replies and all. Now You bring me to record the next post. My life in Your Presence, O my Father—O Father of mine? It’s a wonder! Never know what to do next but! I always do the right thing to do always. Even when it seems I have done wrong, it turns out to be right. So, what am I to post today? Who am I again? Very well, I will pull the files now.

  • Forever Asking, “Who Am I?”

Well? Today is Saturday, January 20, 2018 at 8:52 pm. Exactly today one year ago? I wrote asking the same question. Here is the link, Who am I?

What is so amazing about an old post of mine?…

Hum! What is so amazing about an old post of mine? For one thing, whatever I have written or whatever I shall write? It’s all in Your hands of mercy, O my Father.

It’s all not from me, but! It’s all from You. That’s the reason why the awesome response to such posts. So? What am I to do now with this post? Tell when come back. For now, I must sleep. 9:11 pm.

Sunday, January 21, 2018 at 12:55 am.

O but how blessed I am to wake up at midnight with my heart full to the brim with Him that I must do?  Blessed be His name forever! In silence I worship You, my Father!

Who Am I again and again? I’m Yours, first. Your thiaBasilia—A Child Of Your Heart….

But then? sometimes perhaps a ‘fisherman’ I am. Other times? Your ‘scribe’ fits the vein, but!

As of seven or eight by now years past? A ‘star’—an ‘angel’—Ah! How’s about just a simple ‘messenger’ to the ‘Lost Sheep of Yisrael’ You compelled me to be?

No biggie.Just a ‘messenger’ delivering such a MESSAGE…

No biggie. No more intrigue. Just a ‘messenger’ delivering such a MESSAGE. That MESSAGE is the ‘biggie’ not the simple ‘messenger’.

Forget about the ‘simple messenger’. Concentrate on the MESSAGE—the GOOD NEWS from on high delivered with might! Might? Indeed!

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

WOW! The GOOD NEWS to the ‘Lost Sheep of Yisrael? Yeap! What ‘Lost Sheep am I talking about? Talking about you and he and she and me.

We Are The ‘LOST SHEEP OF YISRAEL’

Not at all a plank. This you can put in your bank. YAHUSHUA the Messiah—the ONE sent? He was sent exclusively to US—of Yisrael? The LOST! Not my thinking. It’s written,

Matthew 15:24 AMPC+

He answered, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

Years plus years of reading the same words. It all went over my head, until? My appointed time. That solemn moment of APRIL 27, 2008 at 5:48 am TO ME IT CAME.

SO? Here I’m! some ten years later—a ‘Messenger to the ‘Lost Sheep of Yisrael, and! I find myself? Dumb! Flabbergasted! Astonished at the veracity of that solemn call in 2008.

Simple ways of our Creator against the complicated ways about Him by mankind created….

O my Friend Reader of these lines! I hope you are beginning to see along with me, how real and simple are the ways of our Creator against the complicated ways about Him by mankind created.

A New Look At Myself For You, My Friend. Who Am I To You & For You.

I am an angel—a messenger from on high to the lost sheep of Yisrael. I am not the MESSENGER—even YAHUSHUA—the Messiah—the One sent to us.

No, I am not Him, but? I am His messenger—His Ambassador to deliver His message to the “Lost Sheep of Yisrael’.

Who Am I One More Time. This Time? This 2017 Year? How It Concerns You Big Time! Why?

Simple. It’s your time. Your time for what? Your time not just to hear and let this message fly by your head alone, but! To hear and let this message penetrate to the depth of your spirit being.

To hear and obey this message? What is this message all about? This is a message of ‘repentance’. Repentance is not a bad word.

Only the connotation of badness is what keeps us from taking advantage of the message of ‘repentance’, but! All that apprehension is ending now. How can that be?

Time and timing. Our destiny runs like a clock. Not the physical instrument, those break or are not always available or reliable. But the clock inscribed in the span of the Universe? Steady forever!

On that clock the seasons take place. Then?

  • For everything there is a season.
  • Seasons come and go, until our season comes to stay for eternity. It’s that simple.

So? We have messed up our existence….

So? We have messed up our existence. Each one of us have chosen to follow the winds of our imagination. We mount our horse and? Away we go!

Some mount on swift steads that carry them to the mountain top of success, but! Once there? Still on the horse’s mount, SUCCESS! Goes the cry! We spook the horse. The horse bolts! Down to the brown ground we are bound.

On we again and again, until! ….

Over and over we get up. We dust ourselves. We find a less spooky horse, and on we again and again, until! The clock ticks our midnight.

Not much delight in the midnight. Darkness and death amid us sticks. Success? After all is not worth the climb. There is, still, only darkness in our minds—the darkness of the times.

Is the Almighty to remain silent as our rebellious route comes to an end in the bend? NAY! ….

So? The Almighty Creator has let it all take place. He has given us a choice. Our choice led us to death row. In death? There is no life. No chance to love and be loved. No chance to be a family, but!

That’s enough! Cries the Master. I see you left on that hill of the darkness of the times. It’s time. It’s midnight. Come, partake of My mercy. Let Me show My loving-kindness to you.

For I am your Almighty of justice. Blessed, happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Me, who expect and look and long for My victory, My favor, My love, My peace, My joy, and My matchless, unbroken companionship]!

WOW! No need to expound the matter any further. Our midnight is here! Dear Reader, thanks for your visit.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

WILL WE EVER GET OVER OUR EMOTIONAL WORSHIP? HOPE IS NOT AN EMOTION. HOPE IS A SENSE OF REALITY.

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Wednesday, January 17, 2018 at 4:33 am.

Emotions versus Reality….

Emotions? The root of our spiritual stagnation. What quickened the title for this post to me? Not what, but Who? My Father’s Spirit grieves when I receive comments like the one I am here quoting.

Dear Thia,

They will obtain gladness and joy, And sorrow and sighing will flee away.

Oh, Thia, I remember when we used to sing that song and it would fill us with gladness.

Father has such a tender heart, He can’t bear to hear you cry but that He comes to your aid. He says, I, even I, and He who comforts you.

My reply,

Xxxx, my excitement is not about sweet memories of my past. None of that availed us! It’s the suffering! The pain alone that counts! All those emotions are an stench unto His nostrils.

NO! My excitement is about the Father’s amazing revelation about the United Kindred Spirits not by all those songs and emotions of ours, but by His power to discipline and convict us! O that I could share HIM, His Presence and His longing to be Present in the same manner in all His children.

I sense in your emails not the Spirit but only emotions. Guess I am the one missing whatever! Anyhow? His ways and His thoughts are beyond my reach. I love you with His love not mine.

Hope is not an emotion. Hope is a sense of reality.

Wednesday, January 17, 2018 at 9:03 am.

Sense and emotions? Two different things. I sense a blissful future, that’s hope, but! Should I set my eyes on that bliss? Should I not be content in this misery midst? Hope gone! In comes discontent!

Overcoming Discontent…

So? Concerning what goes on financially in my midst? Billions + billions are already in the hands of our Father/Creator’s choosing for our using, but! In my midst?

After 5 pm this day the electric shall be cut should there be no money to cover the 100 + invoice. The Internet invoice needs to be covered as well or? Cut the Net as well shall be.

Am I still willing to wait, to sit still? To do nothing about it anymore than what is already done? Am I still willing to wait for You my Father with patience and composure?

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Have mercy on us. Wipe out that worry and dread from Ahmad’s mind and heart. As You have done with me? I plead my Father, do also unto Ahmad.

You alone can do such work in us. We cannot help but panic at the face of adversity. Unless You open our ears to hear our Teacher telling us, “To the left. To the right”? We? Doomed!

Indeed! Doomed to panic and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness. This shall no longer in our midst be. You are now setting us free!

More value than money…

As it is? You have already given us the ability not only to do without, but! Mainly? The power to rejoice and be glad amidst the blackest list. Tenfold more than money could ever give to us.

The Creator’s Work no Mine for others to see and?…

Thanks, my Father. I’m willing. More than willing, joyful and glad because You have made me willing. You have done the work in me. Nothing from me. You have set me free. Whatever for?

That unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness no longer be within me. That others may see my good works of hope and trust in You, and? Esteem and honor and respect Your Mighty Name!

That’s the difference between hope and emotions….

And that, my friends? That’s the difference between hope and emotions. My excitement? Not an emotional outburst. It’s hope at its best.

But what’s the meaning of our troubles and tribulations? The Almighty Father/Creator of our beings has a ready answer, but!

He is now ready to lift Himself up to us as it is stated in previous posts. The whole chapters in Isaiah 30 and Jeremiah 30 are eye openers. May ye all be led to carefully take it in. It’s written,

Jeremiah 30:11-15.

For I am with you, says the Master, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished. For thus says the Master:

  • Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.
  • There is none to plead your cause; for the pressing together of your wound you have no healing device, no binding plaster.
  • All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you.
  • For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.
  • Why do you cry out because of your hurt, the natural result of your sins? Your pain is deadly (incurable).
  • Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you.

Isaiah 30

O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.

  • And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
  • And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Notice, there is emphasis on the fact that our adversities and the water of our afflictions are the natural result of our sins.

What in heaven’s name are our sins? The righteous ones in this insanity ridden world may ask. Righteous ones? Indeed! SELF-RIGHTEOUS! A stench unto the Father/Creator’s nostrils.

Ha! What a revelation! Just now this amazing truth flashed in my mind. Wow! Need I to write or say more? I sit still. I wait on You to act in our behalf. Just then? Ahmad on the line again! Meaning?

These lines I’m now recording? Not mine, but! ‘The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed in the mind like nails are the collected sayings which are given as proceeding from ONE Shepherd.’

Ahmad had called me earlier. He explained why he did not come last night as promised. Then he expressed his dread about the electricity issue.

I had only written part of the message. I read it to him, but! I sensed, though he agrees he is still unable to shake off his dread and worry.

So? As the message developed, it came to me to intercede for Ahmad and? I wished somehow to let Ahmad know about the call for our Father to set him free from his dread.

Just then? Ahmad of the line again. Hum? “Why are you calling me?” Came my unnecessary question. Meaning of his call?

“And because you My child—My beloved thiaBasilia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you;

  • I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness;
  • trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never!
  • And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you;
  • I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you.
  • With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”

Wow! I read to Ahmad. This time? I sense he received. Is my Father for real or not? Where is there room for me to harbor unworthy suspicions about His faithfulness to us all?

And? There my beloved friends and readers of these lines, there again you have the difference between sense and emotions.

I will continue to post as per instructions to do so. In the meantime, and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.