Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, No exceptions! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me!


Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, March 24, 2018 at 3:54 pm

What Is It With The Push To ‘Love Ourselves’?

No it’s nothing wrong with loving ourselves. In fact we are supposed to do so. Why now the passionate ‘push? Maybe we are swimming in reverse.

We been swimming in the seas of hate for ourselves plus the fuss so long, so long. Now we are swimming in the seas of love and peace and all beautiful as it is to belong

Do we realize why we swim at all?

Why we swim the turbulent waters as well as the peaceful ones? Why we do what we do one way or the other?

Sure! Many have figured out such a puzzle, but!

Not many I hear tell what it should be told. As a whole is not a matter of love or hate. That’s only the buds of the root with no debate.

The root? No debate?

There is hate. Yes, the core of all our doings with no exception. With much perception. Indeed! The root of all our universal problems is ANGER, but not just anger in the general sense of the word. NAY!

What is ANGER   ?

Anger is the killer of all our good and noble intentions as well as the killer of the most depraved and corrupted ones, but!

What specifically kind of anger has come to my knowledge only recently?

  • We are ANGRY at two beings in our lives.
  1. The Mighty Being Who created us.
  2. The woman that gave birth to us.

Preposterous! No way! We love and take care of mom. We bless her. We go out of our way to show our love to our moms. Indeed we do!

And the Creator? For goodness sake! Don’t I see the most fantastic demonstrations of worship?

The music. The great sacrifices. The offerings. Wow! How can we be angry with a deity we claim to be ‘love’?

Ah! But we are. I never saw this before as I am seeing it now. Think about it dear reader, why all this amazing demonstrations of love for those two beings in our lives?

Granted, some mothers are well deserving of such love as we see fit, but whether the mother deserves it or not we feel compelled to love her. We go out of the way to show such love.

And we are angry with mother? And the Creator? Don’t we even sacrificed our lives to serve and honor Him? But! We are angry with both of them.

How can that be? How can we be angry with such Beings?

That’s what the Father/Creator has been driving at by letting us stew in our anger until we cry ‘uncle!’ Until we hit bottom just like any addicted one would do to overcome the addiction.

What is ANGER?

Anger is an addiction that no human being can really conquer. You’ll see. How long shall take for you to see? That’s the question and the answer I have no business meddling with.

The question and the answer I have no business meddling with. …?

I have greater matters in my way—gout pain? Much greater than meddling with somebody’s else’s gout! I am going on! Victory at last! Even my gout is rejoicing with me!

I been totally frustrated with my designing skills, but! Just now? I accomplished close to what I want to accomplish! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Take a look: https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, NO EXCEPTIONS! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me! How ’bout you? And? How you been my dear Reader?

How is about a comment not just an awesome?

Even a couple of lines insulting me will come in handy. Hahaha! I’m a bundle of contradictions. Honestly.

One moment I am hassling the complementors like Ngobese. The next moment? I’m relishing his compliments. The next moment? I rather be insulted than complimented!

O dear! There is a time and a place to accommodate all my contradictions, and? A time and a place for yours as well.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂 🙂 🙂

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What Kind Of Life Am I Living?

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Living the life of a millionaire who has not got two coins to rub together ….?

Tuesday, March 20, 2018 at 12:38 am.

I’m living the life of a millionaire who has not got two coins to rub together. That is two coins to rub together on hand, but!

At my disposal? My Father owns the cattle of a thousand hills. Unlimited wealth is at my disposal. My Father sees to it that I lack for nothing of eternal value.

By all means! I live an enviable life, and? Numerous souls are catching my drift. Numerous souls? Ha! I’m the one that just now is catching my own drift! Duh!

My Miracles? Just water on the pipes to others. Hahaha! ….?

O but what a Mighty Yah I serve. Like I wrote previously, the water situation is terrible over here in Jordan, but! Father takes care of my water supply.

The night before last? I went to bed thinking that I had exhausted the water to flush my toilet. After a few minutes in bed I heard water dripping. I quickly went to check.

Wow! The toilet tank was getting replenished. I checked the kitchen. I put a bottle under the faucet and open it up. Ha! Water began to drip until it filled my big container then? It stopped! No problem anymore. And what is the comment I heard?

“That was water retained in the pipes!” Ah! the human mind. The pity of not recognizing the loving care of a Father in the simplest of ways. O well!

No matter. Water on the pipes or not? I’m going on ….?

Father is working things out. No problem. I am going on and on! No longer any worries or fears or doubts or human reasoning whatsoever. That’s my life!

It’s now 12:16 pm. Much reflecting. Reconsidering all my options. Looking at things the way they are soberly.

Whatever I mess-up in the past? Father is fixing up at last! How….?

O my Father? But You know all about what’s going through my mind nowadays. You are balancing my past with my present. Whatever I mess-up in the past?

In the present? That past is the fertilizer for the grounds of the present in Your Presence. It is all as You promised it should be. It’s written,

All Has Been Heard; The End Of The Matter Is:

  • Fear The Almighty [Revere And Worship Him, Knowing That He Is].
  • Keep His Commandments
  • For This Is The Whole Of Man [The Full, Original Purpose Of His Creation
  • The Object Of Almighty Yahuwah’s Providence.
  • The Root Of Character
  • The Foundation Of All Happiness
  • The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions Under The Sun And The Whole Duty For Every Man
  • For The Almighty Shall Bring Every Work Into Judgment, With Every Secret Thing, Whether It Is Good Or Evil.

Hum! I don’t know how to write what goes now in my mind, but! I can wait until ….?

This last verse? That’s what always goes through my mind. Why all the pain and suffering in this insanity ridden world?

Father? I don’t know what or how to write what goes through my mind. Perhaps I need to continue with the graphics.

Perhaps it’s Your will for me to continue the quest for a site to stand up as You will have it to be. I will wait. One passage of Scripture stands up right now in reference to pain and suffering.

The Blissful Things To Come ….?

But what of that? For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the esteem that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!

For even the whole creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for Our Creator’s sons to be made known waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship.

For the creation (nature) was subjected to frailty (to futility, condemned to frustration), not because of some intentional fault on its part, but by the will of Him Who so subjected it—yet with the hope  that nature (creation) itself will be set free from its bondage to decay and corruption and gain an entrance into the esteemed freedom of Our Creator’s children.

We know that the whole creation of irrational creatures has been moaning together in the pains of labor until now.

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the first-fruits of the Set Apart Spirit a foretaste of the blissful things to come groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption (our manifestation as Our Creator’s sons).

For in this hope we were saved. But hope the object of which is seen is not hope. For how can one hope for what he already sees?

But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure.

I will expand on this later. The graphics and the site are in mind right now. You will show me what to write on this matter if anymore is there to write.

I Been Wondering. Pondering I Been. Where Am I Going With All Of This, My Father?

Wednesday, March 21, 2018 at 4:43 am.

That was my last post. I will quote an excerpt from that link mainly for my own self. I’m forgetful, you know? lol

O well! I’ll skip that excerpt–to long to insert. What Now? I’ll Continue With The Kind Of Life I’m Living in the next post, I hope.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

What’s The Meaning Of The Wedding Gown In Hebrew Costumes and Traditions ….?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

I just woke up. It’s still Thursday, March 15, 2018 at 12:03 pm USA time. -7:04 pm Amman Jordan time. Missed a call from Ahmad. Can’t get him to call back. I’m going back to bed. I don’t feel good. I wait on You.

It’s now 4:33 pm -11:32 pm. I’m awake, but! There is a knot in my throat. I wish I could weep not just cry. Why not? Weeping and mourning are a necessity.

But how can that be? The weeping and mourning stage I’m going through? Not like any weeping and lamenting the lack of anything material. Not anything resembling complain and resentment.

Nay! Nothing physical and carnal is the stage I’m going through. Though is manifested in the natural?

It all got to do with the supernatural weeping and grieving of the Spirit of the Father/Creator within me. How can that be?

Many Are Called But Few Are Chosen For This Role In Life  ….?

Ah! Let me refresh that verse of Scripture. Where is it written? What do You mean? Few are chosen for what?

And why are You quoting that verse to me at this moment that I am going through? What that verse got to do with the weeping and grieving in my heart? Wow! I see!

Matthew 22:8-14,

  Then he said to his servants, The wedding [feast] is prepared, but those invited were not worthy. 

So go to the thoroughfares where they leave the city [where the main roads and those from the country end] and invite to the wedding feast as many as you find. 

And those servants went out on the crossroads and got together as many as they found, both bad and good, so [the room in which] the wedding feast [was held] was filled with guests. 

But when the king came in to view the guests, he looked intently at a man there who had on no wedding garment. 

And he said, Friend, how did you come in here without putting on the [appropriate] wedding garment? And he was speechless muzzled, gagged. 

Then the king said to the attendants, Tie him hand and foot, and throw him into the darkness outside; there will be weeping and grinding of teeth. 

For many are called (invited and summoned), but few are chosen. 

What do I see this time like no other time before?

Date and time now: Thursday, March 15, 2018 at 10:39 pm USA-

Friday, March 16, 2018 at 7:00 am here in Amman, Jordan. What must I write? How am I to record the multitude of words coming to my mind in one lump?

I’m having a hard time keeping awake. Hope to sleep some more. I slept. Woke up. Worked on a graphic for what You led me to post today.

It’s now 3:40 pm here in Jordan. You know that I don’t have water. The water situation here is unreal. They think nothing of depriving one of  water for days.

This time? For 3 days. Why? No explanation. That’s the way it is period! No consideration for anyone.

Even so? You know all about it, my Father. There is no answer for so much of the evil that goes on in this world. I thank You.

Though there are no answers from the oppressors of our beings? Vengeance is Yours. You will repay them.

And I thank You for Your keeping us despite the injustices dealt to us. I thank You for Your care for Ahmad. I wait on You to see what’s to happen next.

It’s 11:47 pm here in Amman. Midnight is here again. Amazing the way You, my Father are doing and have been doing Your part all along! Where was I? Ah!

The Wedding Garment. What Does It Represent ….?

For what I read on the Hebrew Wedding? The meaning of the Wedding Garment in the quoted passage of Scripture is spiritual.

Spiritually, the Wedding Garment is the Imputed Righteousness of Yahushua Ha Messiah. Unless Yahushua imputes His righteousness on us?

We are not fit for the Wedding Banquet, but! Erroneously, we consider our self-righteousness to be Yahushua’s righteousness therefore fit to participate in that banquet.

Here comes the answer to why the Teacher within me brought this passage of Scripture to mind?

In the content of that passage we see the enormous consequences of our assumptions. It all comes down to the root cause of the problem

  1. The lack of knowledge of the Creator’s ways
  2. The knowledge from the forbidden Tree .

Saturday, March 17, 2018 at 4:53 am.

Here we go, my Father! In Your Presence I remain resting underneath Your everlasting arms. Who cannot envy me? How blessed I am. What more could I ever want for?

Father? It’s such comfort to be under Your control and loving protection of my being. It’s such comfort to have You as my personal intimate/confidant/ Friend.

Not many can afford such a luxury so far, but! What is the purpose for my sharing my intimacy with You? Ah! That’s my witness of Your Presence in my heart!

And what is the purpose for my witness of Your Presence in my heart? Quote:

Acts 1:6-8.

So when they were assembled, they asked Him, Master, is this the time when You will reestablish the kingdom and restore it to Israel? 

He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. 

But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. 

WOW! How clear those words sound now in my ears. How clear it all is to me at this precise moment of time.

I have received receive power, ability, efficiency, and might, for what ….?

What is the purpose for this power granted to me? The Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) has come upon me for me to be a witness of Yahushua’s Presence—of His Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) dwelling in my heart.

How clear I now see this matter. From that moment in August of 1985? He compelled me to write His words. Quote:

  • Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings.
  • That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor.
  • It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.
  • I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it.
  • So don’t worry about anything.
  • Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being.
  • Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.
  • You are a finished work because I am finished—I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”

By the power of the Set-Apart Spirit (Holy Spirit) in my heart? My witness is going forth not only in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria but!

To the ends (the very bounds) of the earth through the waves of the Internet. Wow! How clear I now see it all.

Former miss-conceptions? Dispelled ….!

These years of 2017 and 2018? The Father/Creator’s Set-Apart Spirit has been faithfully revealing and dispelling all my former miss-conceptions.

Dispelling all knowledge acquired from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Dispelling all my miss-conceptions about the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings and us.

Little by little. Day by day. Moment by moment. Month by month. Year by year? The Father/Creator’s Set-Apart Spirit not only has been dispelling but also has been revealing.

Reveling? Reveling What? Revealing What Is Written ….?

John 16:12-15.

  • I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now. 
  • But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth).
  • For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future]. 
  • He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
  • Everything that the Father has is Mine.
  • That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you. 

Silly me! I have never taken those words literally because? I never considered myself as His messenger. Not really. Even recently? I have a hard time believing, but!

Here lately? Behold! The Power Of His Love & Wisdom From On High? Has made a believer out of me by the preponderance of evidence of my responsibility as a Messenger.

Specifically? I did not take those words to be for me because? I never realized that He was announcing and declaring to me the things that are to comethat will happen in the future. Duh!

As I am recording these lines? My whole journal He has flashed in my mind. The high light in my journal? The announcing and declaring to me the things that are to comethat will happen in the future.

No kidding! That’s exactly what my journal is all about. What about that? All the future things I have been recording? The miserable mind of my birth has been doubting, but!

The latest things flashed in my mind? Impossible to doubt them….?

The latest happenings and future things the Father/Creator’s Spirit has been flashing through my mind? Impossible for me to doubt them anymore. Why?

Simple. The things that are happening without my planning, like the numerous successful personalities in my inbox and my presence in SIWO? IMPOSSIBLE for me to doubt. Why and how?

Yesterday, On Waking Up?

It’s unbelievable the picture He flashed in my mind as I woke up yesterday. In my inbox? There are numerous great and successful marketeers’ intent in getting ALL in the money-making wagon.

I could not understand until now why I have not deleted all those emails since I am no longer interested in making money.

Let me recap, quoting my situation at SIWO. Why SIWO has come to me and why am I so certain SIWO is our Father business?

  1. Quoting SIWO, ‘But since what we are after is not money,’ 
  2. “We at SIWO are doing everything on this blog within our powers to inspire, motivate compliment and encourage our readers to get to where they were created to be.” 
  3. WOW! What did He flash to me this morning?
  4. All the amazing people in my inbox and in my path? They all shall joined at SIWO under the umbrella of: United Kindred Spirits Unofficial–UKSU.(how? I haven’t got the slightest, but SIWO is already setup by The Power of His Love & Wisdom from On High. HE WILL SHOW the members of the Board in SIWO how to accomplish such union.)
  5. SIWO shall become THE GREATEST ENTITY human beings will YET SEE.
  6. What is our Master up to now? SYNCHRONIZING us to the FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL COMMANDMENTS. (We shall place him over and above all–ourselves, families, friends and strangers along with the whole business of this world.)
  7. Once He accomplishes that synchronization? The rest of the commandments shall be fulfilled. Then?
  8. We will become THE BRIDE working to ready ourselves not only physically but mainly spiritually. There shall be no more division. No more mention of churches. No more struggling to control each other. No more struggling to make this insane world better. Our Master shall be in full control of our minds and hearts. We shall be One in Him. Then?
  9. The BRIDE shall be ready for the return of our GROOM–YAHUSHUA haMESSIAH. Then and only then?
  10. The world shall blow up, but! He shall save and protect HIS BRIDE. Then?
  11. The Kingdom shall come down to a renewed earth as it is in heaven. “Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea.  I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from the Almighty Creator of our beings, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.”  (Revelation 21: 1–2) Then and only then?
  12. The great WEDDING shall take place.

In retrospect? How did SIWO come up with gifting me all the privileges gifted to me without my asking?

Is that not HIS doings? Indeed! The flash of yesterday? It triggered my memory to see all that the Almighty Spirit of our Father Creator has flashed through my mind before.

The Almighty Spirit of our Father Creator has been announcing and declaring to me for me to pass on to His children the things that are to come that will happen in the near future.

We are the last generation …?

For we are the last generation according to the state and condition of this insanity ridden world. We are back at the times of Noah. Knowledge of good and evil is at its max, but!

The mercy. The power. The love. The wisdom from on high?

He is working to prepare the Bride. First step for preparation? The cleansing. Meaning conviction and repentance.

That’s what He aims to accomplish with this witness of mine.

What a humbling realization! Inexplicable power. Joy amid tears. O but I wish you all Dear and Beloved Readers of these lines, to digest all of this with me. I’m? Besides myself with all His doings.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

About The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock ….?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, March 13, 2018 at 6:55 am.

What a day!

It turned out to be the most trying day in a while. This file could not open. It’s now 11:18 pm. I reset the computer around 9 am. I set out to install Office, and?

Big surprise! This file would not open. Just now, a tech from Microsoft, Modesto—finally succeeded in open it up. I now have duplicates under different names.

My whole day was shot! But You know it my Father. Where was I? Ah! Observations about The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock.

What Is The Meaning Of Selfless Help?

Ah! But we human beings are so ever clever! There is no such a thing as selfless help from any human being!

We are all after that coveted approval. Let’s sober up! The Whirlwind of conviction it’s on to us That nasty head of self-esteem shall be knocked down to the ground. I REPENT IN DUST AND ASHES SHALL BE THE SOUND….

What do I know? Who am I to come up against the tide of human nobility? I am what I am but by the Almighty’s power of love and wisdom. Of my own? I AM NOTHING!

So High! So Deep! So Visible. Yet?  I Rather Be Insulted Than Complimented….?

Wednesday, March 14, 2018 at 5:30 am.

Why not? I thought I knew it all, but! All it meant? I was an educated fool! My head full of the knowledge from the Tree of Good and Evil.

I gorged myself with such a knowledge. Norman Vincent Peale. Napoleon Hill were side by side with the Sacred Scriptures known by The Bible.

Self-Love by Robert Shuller? I’m OK, forgot the author?–The books of my choice. Mind Control? Yoga? Meditation? And whatever else to get on the ship to get away from the pain and suffering the Messenger of the Almighty must face at any cost!

Yeah, like Jonah, my call to suffer? Chee-wheeze! Not ME! I am not that stupid. The Almighty gave me this brilliant mind to help myself! On and on the ship carried me, until … The whale inhaled my pitiful…coward carcass?

About SIWO….?

Dear Readers, stick around. SIWO is THE INSTRUMENT the Loving Father/Creator of our beings shall use like the ship that carried Jonah to the belly of the whale.

Stick around. That crowd of shipmates is about to catch on to us Jonas aboard the ship to Tarshis. The whale is about to ingest and manifest its distaste for our state. It will eject and regurgitate …

O well! I fear not! I am out of the belly of the whale. I am now in Nineveh, or? Am I? Will the Readers of SIWO repent at the reading of these remarkable lines?

Another kind of Neneveh ….?

No, this Nineveh is into a different kind of sin—into the beautiful side of evil—the side of the ‘good’ knowledge, but! From the same forbidden tree.

Who knows? I am now sitting under that gourd, or am I? Nay! The gourd covering my angry state? Gone! I am no longer angry. I am now resting underneath the everlasting arms.

He is hiding me. No one can hurt me. No reason to be angry ….?

In the Secret Place of the Highest, Who’s power no foe can withstand? He is hiding me. He is my shield and my buckler. There shall no evil come near me, nor any plague come nigh my dwelling place.

What Has Come To Me To Share With You In The Next Post?

I must share a fact that has failed to make an impact in the lives of the Father/Creator’s children. What fact to be exact?

Love? It’s Not Just A Feeling. It’s Not Our Noble Intentions. It’s Much Deeper.

What a post! Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

Now What? Where does my help comes from ….?

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, March 12, 2018 at 10:59 am.

Where does my help comes from ….?

Another Monday. Is anything changing? A question deserving some attention. I’m still in the dark somehow on what to post? What to do next? What to think?

What to talk about? Rather? How to get away from the talk, talk, talk? And big time, what to write about.

It seems there is no change no matter the multitude of spoken and written words. Words? I had enough of them!

O my Father,  HELP! It’s my shrilling cry. I find myself not making sense about anything! Just now I’m beginning to see my predicament.

You know that as a human I find myself more often than not frustrated and disgusted! And no! I am not any longer looking to help myself or let others help me out of this predicament. Why?

Because You have taken charge of my life. It’s time for me to take the matter seriously. You are my Reality in this insane world.

You have empowered me to submit to Your loving care. Even so ….?

The heaviness of this insane world along its inhabitants? Takes its toll when there is no evident change.

It’s really easy when there is a spark of light in this darkness that surrounds us all, but! That’s what it is, just a little spark that quickly sparks apart.

Back comes the darkness more poignant and repugnant. Depression. Discouragement. Despair. Doubts. Fears, and nothing is clear ….!

Darkness hides the Light of Your Presence in anyone’s heart. Even so? You are doing Your part. Even more so? You are empowering me to as well do my part.

I must share these things that actually sober me up.

Indeed! This mound of difficulties that don’t seem to ease off? Keep me aloof from the lime light of notoriety. What a blessing!

Should all things be working according to my idea of how things should be? Flocks of people would make a heroina and a celebrity out of me, and?

Your face will no longer would look on me!

May it never ever be! You are my Portion. You are my Master. You are my Father. What more could I ever want for?

I’m going on.

Tuesday, March 13, 2018 at 12:19 am.

Another midnight! In Your Presence You keep me without failure. What to share? Ah! The Overcoming Supernaturally! Old life gone. New life begins.

Reminder of the new life overcoming the old one supernaturally!…

How appropriate, why? Because of what is running through my mind here lately. A reminder of the new life overcoming the old one supernaturally!

Indeed! Supernaturally is the WORD. All events in my past and present? The colossal struggle between the natural self against the supernaturally.

SUPERNATURAL WINS! No matter how it appears even to my own self? I do not any longer live in the natural.

Of course! I am a human being. I got to eat, sleep, and go to the bathroom. I need a roof over my head. I need clothes to cover my troublesome body, but!

No need to be anxious about any of such necessities. Not even need for concern about any extras for my physical comfort, why?

Simple—My Heavenly Father knows about ALL my needs and wants better than I know them myself. He has never failed to provide the BEST of the rest for me.

I see what You have promised to me. Even so? My eyes are set on You. Your promises? Are part of Your doings not for me only but mainly for all those You have brought in my path.

Confession … ?

Often times? I been admonished for my concern for all whom You bring into my path. Young, old, in between. Whether they male or female be? The motherly nature takes over me, why?

At the onset of this stage of my life? I had a vision. To this day the vision is vivid in my remembrance. I still hear myself pronouncing the words I read in that vision.

In the vision I found myself on a terminal ready to go wherever I was to go. I lifted up my eyes. I saw, in huge letters 3 words that I read aloud. “I AM RACHEL!”

At the sound of my voice the vision ended. I wondered, ‘Who is Rachel?’ I looked it up. I found:

Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament Wife: See also Bride and Marriage: Israel; the wife herself; joined together; submission; Bride of Christ; Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; miraculous transformation. (Ephesians 5: 23-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev. 19: 7-9, 20-22; 21: 8; John 21-10; Is. 62: 5; Ez. 16: 8-14; 1 Corinthians 7:33; Gal. 4: 24)

Bride: See also Wife, Marriage and Groom: Covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; mi­raculous transformation. (Ephesians 5: 31-32; Hos. 1: 2; 2 Corinthians 6: 14; 11: 2; Rev.

Wow! This is what You are refreshing in my mind at the remembrance of that vision. It is now quite visible in all my doings with the people You gift to me.

  • Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. A long time ago in another vision I was shown myself as a little sheep brought back to the fold.

Israel; the wife herself; joined together; submission; Bride of Christ; Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant; unfaithfulness or faithfulness in the natural things or the spiritual things; miraculous transformation.

  • Israel; the wife herself? Not quite clear to me until this very moment: Exactly what I represent. Indeed! Fancy not anyone of giving any personal credits to this thiaBasilia.
  • As representant of the wife? I submit to the Heavenly Husband. Husband in the general content of the word means a physical union of male to a female, but! In the content of the Scriptures? It also means Caretaker.

Holy Spirit; covenant relationship; the church or the remnant?

  • That’s my stand in the Set-Apart Spirit of the Father/Creator of our beings.
  • The Father/Creator restored my covenant relationship with Him for the benefit of His children.
  • I am also a member of the invisible non-official Congregation or the Remnant.

What Am I Doing With This List?

As the Spirit clarifies these things in my mind? So, He compels me to share with whomever wishes to read and profit from them.

I need to split this post because? I need to give you dear Reader, a time to discern what comes next.

Wow! It’s now Wednesday, March 14, 2018 at 6:39 am. I just woke up. Many hours I slept after the gruesome day of yesterday.

What did I read as soon as I got me awake enough to peruse my way in SIWO? A Big Headline:

I flinch! Wincing. Cringing. Fear and doubt knocking at my door. What for?

To discourage me from what The Spirit within me is compelling me to proclaim to:

The Ministers Leaders Of The Flock ….?

Will they hear? Will they mind? Father is getting ALL of that out of my mind. On to publish this. I’ll take care of whatever is next me as the Spirit within me compels me so me to do.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

So High! So Deep! Yet? So Visible Like The Roots Of The Tree You Have Chosen To Exhibit In The Graphics Of Your Choice. …

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, March 12, 2018 at 12:15 am.

Another Monday. Is anything changing? I’m still in the dark somehow on what to post, but! Just now I’m beginning to see.

Man O men! Your ways are so high! So deep! Yet? So visible like the roots of the tree You have chosen to exhibit in the graphics of Your choice. On to graphic the matter.

Dear Reader, be on the LOOK OUT! What’s coming next is so high! So deep! Yet? So visible! You shall see!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

At SIWO

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“We at SIWO are doing everything on this blog within our powers to inspire, motivate compliment and encourage our readers to get to where they were created to be.”

What Were We Created To Be? The Creator’s Loving Family Perfect Forever To Be…. !

Dear Fellow Human Beings, where do you think this idea of ‘The Family’ came from? From the human mind? No way! Otherwise?

This insanity ridden world populated by the dysfunctional families will not happen to be. Death? Dysfunctional unharmonious circumstances? None existent. Instead?

A paradisiac world of joyful gardeners we would have turned out to exist in harmony planting the paradise of life.

The Creator’s Loving Perfect Family we all humans forever would be. Think about it.

Originally Written On Sunday, March 4, 2018 At 7:19 Am.

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

It’s now 11:09 pm. I have not accomplished much today. Been chasing rabbits tails. You know my Father why I have days like this day?

I began my day in a good mood. Then I lost it! Now? I am about to climb the walls! Feels like I have wasted my whole day.

Don’t know what’s happening to me, my Father, but! You do. You are with me. You never leave nor forsake me. I wait on You. It’s 11:27 pm. Going to bed. Hope You give me sleep.

Tears Flow ….?

Monday, March 5, 2018 at 6:25 am.

I can’t stop the flow of my tears, but now I know why those tears are flowing. Indeed! Your tears flow from my lachrymal, but! Why? How can that be?

The Lack Of Knowledge Of Your Ways? The Cause Of Your Immense Pain. Your Tears Flow ….?

That’s what I now know. You, my Father revealed it once more to me. In the Oneness with You? The deep meaning of Your covenant with us, comes to light.

The ignorance; the lack of knowledge of that covenant; the lack of knowledge of Your ways? The cause of Your immense pain. Your tears flow without ceasing they flow.

Wrath? Anger? Resentment? Retaliation? Judgement? NAY!

None of that fit the core of what those tears are all about. The truth? Wrath? Anger? Resentment? Retaliation? Judgement? Are all past! The present? Is here with a blast!

No more Wrath.- Anger – Resentment – Retaliation or Judgement of the past.

It’s all now replaced with a present of hope. Hope or the evidence of things not yet seen. Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All.

It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect to that respect?

The tears of love and hope flow and flow for us all to know how:

  • To Love
  • To Be Loved.
  • To be Your cherish Family.

O my Father? Let my tears flow and flow for all those things I come to know. For all to know why those tears now flow.

For all to know why Your Wrath.- Anger – Resentment – Retaliation or Judgement of the past MUST HAVE taken place.

Why We Failed Our Children And Vice-Versa …?

For all to know why the agony of the pain we humans suffer as parents, as sons and daughters. Why it all takes place, why we failed our children, why our children fail us.

It all comes to center in the lack of knowledge of that WORD so flippantly in vain we swing to the wind of our most noble intentions.

That four letters word: LOVE. The lack of knowledge of that WORD is the cause of our agonizing pain. The cause for all of our false claim to love that we proclaim, but!

It’s ALL COMING TO A HALT.

There shall be no more pain. No more blame and fault-finding game. Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High?

That’s the Father/Creator’s Love. That’s the Father/Creator’s Wisdom. That’s the power from on high descending upon us.

That’s The Glue To Join Up The Disjointed Body To The Sacred Head!

Jointed to the Sacred Head, forever to enjoy the meaning of that LOVE. The meaning of that WISDOM. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect.

  • To Love
  • To Be Loved
  • The Father/Creator’s Cherish Family Perfect Forever To Be

O but the sadness to end. O but the grieving to cease. O but that You quickly bring it all under Your control. O but that You quickly and forever all the agony of pain dismissed!

That’s My Hope. That’s What I Live For, And! SIWO?

“We at SIWO are doing everything on this blog within our powers to inspire, motivate compliment and encourage our readers to get to where they were created to be.”

Before I close…

It’s now 8:12 pm. Been working on graphics. Need to go to sleep again.

Tuesday, March 6, 2018 at 12:51 am.

Slept from 8:12 pm to 10:46 pm. Been working on PageBuilder for The Family—A—True Story. I almost got it to work, but! I got long ways to go.

Need to sleep again. I wait on You, my Father to lead me in the next to do. Unless You help me? I have neither I want to have anyone else to help me to create the site of Your will.

Why Date And Time ….?

It’s now 4:21 am. Slept from 1:37 am to 4:10 am. Why to record the date and time of my daily living?

From the beginning of my writing my Teacher compelled me to do so, why? The date and time are the stepping stones to remember from the worst to the best in the process.

The process? Exactly the process of His best lessons inscribed upon my heart. That is His part. Indeed!

The Father/Creator is doing His part in the process of our restoration of His original intent for our creation. What a marvel!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

The Reason Why We Are Suffering The Agony Of Pain And Defeat, Yet! Victory We’ll Soon Proclaim. That’s Not A Vain Claim. Read On And On ….

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Deep into the mountain soil the roots of this tree?

Decided to visible be for all to see.

So strong! So impressive! So massive!

The height? Going higher, higher, past the sun

Reaching over to the highest the tree happens to be.

Green grass. The serenity of calm waters. The flowery shores.

So much beauty to nourish the roots of that tree….

Likewise? Are The Family Roots.

Nourished by the power of love and wisdom from the Father/Creator?

The Family Roots so strong, so visible….

The Family Roots? Remain as one

Growing the tree. Nourishing the branches

Up and up! Higher and higher! Reaching to the highest?

The Family relationship? It’s now at its best!

Sailing away and away in the Sacred Ship ….

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect.

To Love. To Be Loved.

The Father/Creator’s Cherished Family? To be forever Perfect!

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All.

It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Summary

The Family—A—True Story

The Family’s Mother? Physically, Mentally, Spiritually?

Restored!

Life & Strength? The Harvest In Her Soul? For Your Harvesting!

The Mental Insanity in this Insanity Ridden World?

It affects us all!

New Approach To Conquer It.

 Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect to that respect? The tears of love and hope flow and flow for us all to know how:

  • To Love
  • To Be Loved.
  • The Father/Creator’s Cherished Perfect Family To be.

The Family Restoration? Has begun with ONE FAMILY.

It will continue One family by One family.

YOUR FAMILY’S TURN IS COMING!

Take Courage! Be Certain!

The Father/Creator’s Plan of Restoration?

Not a power in hell or in earth could ever thwart!

The Father/Creator is doing HIS part!

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, March 2, 2018 at 2:10 pm

Things Are Not Going Well, Yet! I Rejoice In You, My Father ….?

Have to go now. I think my gmail.com account is hacked. Have to go. Must get ready to go to the family. I wait on You my Father. I expect no hacks to penetrate Your protection.

It’s now 6:52 pm. Came back about 1 h our ago. Much sleepy. Now going to bed. Wake up about 10 pm.

Saturday, March 3, 2018 at 12:16 pm.

Well, things are not going well my Father, but! You know it. It looks like it is a Windows 10 problem again, but for some reason they can’t help me for free. They want pay. No way!

I know You will come through to help me. No problem even when I get all shook up and panic with the antics of these programs and? The support for the same. So ever lamed! .

It’s now 2:22 pm. The Microsoft community is helping me. It looks like their advice is working. The keyboard is now working fine. So it’s the mouse. What’s next?

It’s now 3:14 pm. Sleep. That’s what’s next. I’m very tired. When I wake up next You’ll show me where to insert the summary for The Family—A—True Story.

What Runs, Twirls, Churns In Our Minds With Vengeance …. ?

What Runs, Twirls, Churns In Our Minds With Vengeance The Minute We Suffer An Injustice? Nothing pretty, yet! Read this post.

The running, twirling, churning in our minds with vengeance the minute we suffer an injustice? It’ll come to a halt without fault.

Saturday, March 3, 2018 at 9:36 pm.

Is that a feeling? Is it mental? Is it spiritual? Whatever it is? I am here to talk to You about it ….?

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? This body of mine is hurting big time! Is that a feeling? Is it mental? Is it spiritual? Whatever it is? I am here to talk to You about it.

I read the articles. I read about Your children’s suffering. I read the way they are handling such suffering. I see it clear. I see their agony without You? Why?

You have dealt the worst to Your most beloved children …. .

You have become like their worst enemy. Why? O My Father—O Father Of Mine, why?

Sunday, March 4, 2018 at 12:27 am.

You gave me the answer. You sent me to the article I wrote in 2011. It’s really uncanny the way things are developing for me in Your Presence.

I’ll continue when I wake up next. I can’t type for lack of sleep somewhat.

It’s now 3:43 am. Woke up a few minutes ago. Pain under Your loving control? Gone! I’m ready now for it all! No kidding. This is THE LIFE above and beyond any evil one can find.

When in doubt? I talk to my Father in the heavens ….

Father? It’s all coming to me in one huge block to convey to Your people in this insanity ridden world’s clock. What must I do?

I cannot join the rest doing their best to convey their anger. At their best? Diligently engaging to make this insanity ridden world a better place to live.

What about me, thiaBasilia—a child of Your heart?

You have given me the task to convey, in every known way, Your Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation:

  • To Love
  • To Be Loved.
  • Your cherish Family Forever to be

Anger. Pain. My finger pointed in disdain? Not at all my task to be for no gain to Your beloved children ridden with the agony of pain.

But Why This Pain In Your Domain?

Why are You silent while we suffer the agony of the pain of Your judgement so ever plain? Why is this Your judgement driving us insane? Ah! Your answer is just as plain.

That answer shall be the subject for the next post. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

What’s Talking About Delusions? Delusions? My Own Delusions And Confusions I’m Fixing To Confess ….

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Never made it to my bed. Other was my led ….?

Friday, March 2, 2018 at 3:48 am.

It’s 8:19 pm. It’s the last day of this short month. O my Father? You know how I am feeling. Perhaps I need to sleep for the rest of this day. I’ll try.

It’s 11:14 pm. Never made it to my bed. Been fooling with my blog. Coming along just fine. Now I have a notice from Derek in Facebook. I might follow up with it. I’ll see how You lead me, my Father.

What Happened? What Continues To Happen …. ?

Nay! No Dereck. Have something better. My promise my delusions and confusions to you dear Reader. To ye all to confess!

Now, here look! I’m not really a ‘cook’! I just got better things in my mind for me to always take a look. I wrote a short comment. I’ll xxxx names and such for the sake of privacy, but!

My mind is set in reverse …. ?

  • I used to look at my past. Painful memories I could not forsook over and over to look.
  • I now look at my present. Painful memories?
  • Forsaken! For the last couple of days?
  • All my thoughts now revert to a past with so many wonderful memories mine for the taken.

What happened? What continues to happen? What miracle every single day come my way? Well? Nowadays, at every turn of my way?

A Miracle Happen, But! People? They Just ….?

Something triggers my mind to think of one or another wonderful memory from my memorable past. In the following comments I’ll share my miraculous memories.

Would people see my miraculous memories. Would people can see nothing but! Whatever other than the miracle I proclaim in vain? What’s my problem? People. I’ll explain.

These two comments could explain ….?

Hahaha! I knew you would come through sooner or later. New thing for me: I REFRAINED FROM PRESSURING YOU! It was hard, until yesterday.

Yesterday? All kinds of evil thoughts about myself, my children, and most especially about one of daughters—the one closest to me, and the one who has hurt me the most. Suddenly! Out of my mouth came these words,

I REFUSE TO DWELL ON THESE THINGS ANY LONGER! I QUIT CURSING MYSELF AND MY CHILDREN WITH THIS KIND OF THINKING! THAT’S FOR GOOD AND FOREVER!

WOW, my Friend! Like magic? I was set free! Joy. Power. Love. Compassion and all of that? Tenfold returned unto me somewhat. I am really, really free. The SON set me like He promises in the book of John. 

Free for ever to be. No more thinking the worst of myself as well as of any circumstance that comes my way. The result?

  • You came through with such encouraging news. 
  • Ahmad, an art major? Has returned to instruct me with my graphics. 
  • Working on my new logo as per your inspiration. 
  • I have become a comedian, making fun of all my past delusions. 
  • All my thoughts now revert to a past with so many wonderful memories

Isn’t that something? A miracle for sure! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Now I know what to post next to break in between chapters as soon as I finish my art’s home work. 🙂

A second comment ….

I second the motion. Practicing. I have only heard corporation members lifting their finger and? “I second the motion.” Such solemn event to me. 

Never dreamed I’ll member of such scary dealings. You think I’ll qualify to be a member of your prestigious company? lol

Been to the judge–court for my son’s adoption. I was so scared that I forgot my name. The Judge wanted to know my name. I turned to my husband and asked, “What’s my  name?” The Judge roared in laughter. The adoption went through like a breeze. 

 That’s me. That’s why Father takes care of me. I’m helpless without Him. That thing about Father helps those who help themselves? A lie from the pit of hell. Those who help themselves don’t need Him at all. Lol

Well? I am not any longer a self-helper. I am as helpless as a new born baby in the cradle. A new born baby crying for mom. Crying, or? Peacefully sleeping not weeping.

It’s midnight! Another day. Friday, March 2, 2018 at 12:02 am. Going to bed at last. Four hours later? Here I am. O my Father? Here I am with renewed determination.

Determination?

Indeed! Determinate to keep my focus on You not on people. People. People. People don’t see, or? Do they just see differently than me?

Wisdom in my Book ….?

You see there? That statement is what is called ‘wisdom’ in my book, but! To people? That’s something they practice without much ado. Like I do.

My Sense Of Humor? Nonsense! O But! ….?

Hahaha! Nothing humorous do people see, or do they? Yeah, many do, but! That many more? They wander in uproar! What’s with the ‘cooks’ and their looks?

Is somebody taking care of that old woman? IS SOMEBODY TRAVELING WITH YOU?

The bewildered man exclaimed in utter consternation looking at my baggage I intended to take in the plane with me. I didn’t blink an eye as I replied, “No. Should they be?”

The blessed man was dismay at my reply so lamed and plain. He just grabbed my baggage and throw them on the baggage bin. Stamped my ticket, and?

On the plane to take me to my final end …. ?

Twenty two hours of unfamiliar territory. That was just the beginning of this yet! Unfamiliar Middle East to tell my story.

Humorous? Indeed as you’ll see …. ?

From the beginning with that airport incident? The incidents of my border crossings? Everybody is tense trying their best not tense to be. Me?

Like a child in a chocolate factory? Wondering what flavor is for me, giving lamed replies, disarming the wonderful workers of any doubt of my integrity to be.

No need to be tense. No need to fake a courage not near as the fear that is there. The workers know the drill. They good at their skill. They see. No need to kill me.

A breath of fresh air to them I am …. ?

To them? I’m a breath of fresh air to give them the courage to go on with their day. From my unique outfit to the numerous bags I deem necessary with me to carry?

A suitcase full with the content of my freezer. I’m on my way to another location. Question holding the bag with my frozen black beans, WHAT IS THIS? The bewildered young lady asked.

“That’s my birth food from Guatemala, would you like a taste?” Out of my child’s mouth came my answer.

The young lady, smiled, put the bag back in the suitcase. Gave me the pass to go on. Next time back at the same border? That young lady spotted me heading their way.

My same bags and suitcases piled up on the cart. Back-pack on my back. Pushing. Pushing. She leaves her welcome stand. She helps me to load the whole thing on the security bin!

Is that not a miracle? Ah! But how we take such grand things as mere happenings in this insanity ridden world where there is no time for these miracles of mine.

But! That’s not the case with you dear Reader. That’s not the case with ye all members of my United Kindred Spirits Unofficial. UKSU, how’s that for short?

All these happenings to me? Miracles not the delusions of my past confusions. A past when? My present was so far then.

My Present? About Delusions? My Own Delusions And Confusions ….?

I’m Fixing To Confess, the major victory I profess. Those delusions and confusions? Only stepping stones to climb up. No regrets. No turning back. That’s the fact.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

 

A Fun, Funny Post, I Think It To Be. Hope You Agree. It’s Now Still Sunday, February 25, 2018 at 11:02 pm.

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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

All You done for me. Me? Stuck in my own delusions….? Not no more!

Much accomplished today, My Father! As if You didn’t know it. Anyhow? You know that I was unable to make MAMP work like I did in the past.

I will again turn off and disconnect the computer. I’ll go to bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.

Monday, February 26, 2018 at 3:51 am.

It’s been about 30 minutes since I woke up. A new attitude. A new day. In Your Presence I remain. What a grand terrain!

  • You have wiped my tears away.
  • You have set me free to be.
  • From my own wicked man inside my human carcass?
  • You have set me free to be.

You have brought me from the darkness of my abode in the wicked man inside of me, to the Light of Your Presence in my heart forever to be.

The Wicked Man Inside Of Me?

You have, masterfully deprived it of his control over me. How can that be?

I used to read the last line, ‘…. There is no peace for the wicked.’ And? I would pat my self-righteous me in the back.

I would exclaim, “There is no peace for ye all wicked sinners! Repent!” never, ever thinking, I was talking to my own wicked self-righteous me.

Isa 57:19  Peace, peace, to him who is far off [both Jew and Gentile] and to him who is near! says the Master; I create the fruit of his lips, and I will heal him [make his lips blossom anew with speech in thankful praise]. [Act_2:39; Eph_2:13-18; Heb_13:15

Isa 57:20  But the wicked are like the troubled sea, for it cannot rest, and its waters cast up mire and dirt. 

Isa 57:21  There is no peace, says my God, for the wicked. 

Prayer Routine Busted!

Duh! Self-righteousness is an abomination—a stench unto the Father’s nostrils, but! My Father set me free to be from that wicked man inside of me. How?

It came to be one morning after many years of my morning routine of prayer for at least one hour. My routine?

Invariable, I would jump out of bed unto my knees by my bed side. Bible opened I would begin in whatever I had left the day before.

Sometimes? A pleading voice. Sometimes? A glad voice. Lots of times? A pleading, lamenting voice. I would sing. I would cry. I would fall on my face, and much more, until?

This specific day? I had done it all. Longer than an hour, I had done it all. I got up. Brushed my calloused knees. Sure I was I had gotten through to the highest heavens for sure!

Perhaps I did, because, as I got up, so sure and proud of my own piety, I heard, loud and clear, I heard something meaning,

Why do you have to change your tone of voice when you pray? Why do have to pray for such determinate time? Why do you have to do all that you do to pray?

Astonished to so clear hear, I exclaimed. “What? And how to You want me to pray?” Amazingly, quickly came His answer,

Just talk to Me with the voice I have gifted thee. Talk to Me as if I was right there with you because I am there in your heart ready to do for you My part. Talk to Me at all times, under any circumstances of gloom or glee? Just talk to Me as you would talk to the best of earthly fathers. Just talk to Me, My child. I will, indeed, lead you as no one else could lead you. I will show you My covenant and reveal to you its deep, inner meaning, just like you have read it in Psalms 25.

Still stuck in my own thinking ….

Well? No more pious wickedness from me from that day forth, but! Still stuck in my own thinking and understanding of His written words, I read,

Psa 2:4  He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them]. 

Hum! I needed to visit my bathroom. As I entered the bathroom? Out of my wicked heart came these words,

“How is it that You command us to love our enemies, but You laugh and mock them?”

Loud and clear I heard again that solemn, powerful, effective, yet loving and kind voice I could not ignore. I had to respect! Loud and clear I heard,

I AM TALKING TO YOU WICKED ONE! You read. You talk. You think you understand, but! You do not obey nor abide in what you read or talk or think you understand!

WOW! “I see what You mean.” Came my lamed response, but! At that point? Humility began to step into the depth of my being. Today, what can I say?

O My Father, What Can I Say Today?

  • Not my way.
  • Not my will.
  • Not my mind.
  • Not my emotional machine.
  • Not my faith.
  • It’s all Your faithfulness from within to shine in!

Tuesday, February 27, 2018 at 1:16 am.

I have to call it quits, but! There is a spam notice, my account has been hacked. I will reset and change passwords in the computer, but! The Truth? You are my shield and buckler. No perhaps. You can’t escape the hacks.

It’s now 5:06 am. Well, O My Father—O Father Of Mine? The computer has been reset. I am now starting fresh with all things, or, am I not? Are there some more surprises You have for me?

I sense You have much coming to me by way of Your Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High. Such love! Such wisdom!

Day by day, moment by moment. Every single morning? New mercies I see. You Drench. You infuse upon my soul and mind? Such love! Such wisdom!

I’m creating another graphic. This one is about The Family’s roots. Will now write the legend.

The roots of The Family—A True Story? Quite visible to me are they now. Quite visible beautiful and strong like the roots in this tree. So strong those roots to be to make the tree grow almost to reach the highest. Likewise? It’s turning out to be for The Family—A True Story I am now relating to thee. The Story of The Mother and her Children in this Family.

It’s now 8:27 pm. Just woke up. Thanks my Father for the much needed sleep. Where was I? The Roots Of The Family? What do ye know? It’s time for us all to wake up! It’s time to take a look at the Book of our roots. Surprise! We are not what we think we are. More beautiful than the roots of that tree? Our roots happen to be!

Good Writing? From Me? Nay! You will See ….

Wednesday, February 28, 2018 at 5:59 am.

O my Father! That’s good writing from Your heart in my heart! Wow! You making a writer out of me! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

I’m in such good spirits right now, why? What’s the cause of my elation? Goodness for Betsy! Two nights impossible to get away from Your doings with these writings and graphics of mine.

Yeah! I know that I’m bragging like I have always done, but! The difference? I had nothing to brag about before in the shore of my delusion. Delusion?

I’ll confess in the next post. Right now? I got to post this fun, funny post, I think? Least I hope you to be with me, dear Reader.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.