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Mom, you’re a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.

You’re patient when I’m foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You’re the master of every task.

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Retribution? No Question About It …. ?

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We have come the full circle. Retribution is due to whomever is due, but! For the chosen? The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect —To Love. To Be Loved. Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, April 7, 2018 at 7:28 pm.

Things much ignored by the public …. ?

Indeed! There is retribution for all wrongs committed, but! It is not up to us to retaliate. Vengeance is Mine says the Father/Creator of our beings.

Why bring this matter up right now? Well, the things that the Spirit of my Father within me reveals to me while I sleep are things much ignored by the public.

The public seems to be oblivious to all mention of an end coming to the present earth. So many false alarms have rang in the ears of the public that by now?

All such alarms are passé, people are anesthetized, just like the enemy forces planned for it to be, but! No matter what it looks like? The Father/Creator is in control of it all.

Indeed! The Father/Creator is in control of it all …. ?

So? Despite my own doubts and fears about what it comes to me to write about? The Spirit of my Father/Creator continues to lead me ahead to write, publish, and optimize.

He is doing the rest. He knows what I think. He knows my words before I pronounce them. How He knows such. Ah! It just dawns on me!

He knows all about my thoughts because He is the one ingraining those thoughts and those words in my mind. How and why?

Simple. To deprogram my mind …. ?

My mind just like all human minds have been programmed to think contrary to the truth of our existence, but! The Father/Creator’s unfathomable wisdom.

On that Wisdom I rest for the Best …. ?

Alright! My Father knows that the question about the restoration of this area came about today as I watched videos on hot houses, organic gardens, and?

I saw the amazing progress some companies have accomplished in the USA building hot houses and planting the gardens just like Father has shown to me for this area.

OOO! How did I take it all …. ?

Now? To make myself clear. The written words in what is commonly known as the Bible? Those written words are coming to pass exactly as those are written.

With a few exceptions? All religious doctrines. All scholarly interpretations of those written words? Totally worthless. Only good to lead the Father/Creator’s children away in disarray.

Multitudes, multitudes are now in the valley of decision not knowing which way to turn, but! The Father/Creator knows each one individually in that multitude, and?

He is now reaching out to each individual soul …. ?

Thus, this information is going forth. To get back to the title ‘Retribution’. Ha! First? He quickens certain Scriptures for me to see His plan to restore us.

Then? He leads me to read about the restoration of this Edomites land where now I am. Next? I read about the destruction of the Edomite race, and?

The gathering of His children in this area while He, the Creator destroys the rest of the earth. Next? He leads me to watch the videos about my dream gardens already created in the USA. AND!

The big question pops into my mind …. ?

Are not those gardens to be created in this area, my Father? As it is right now? We are millions behind accomplishing such amazing results as those companies have accomplished.

What gives, my Father? Again, am I far off in left field with all those dreams and visions I been writing about? What’s my Father’s answer?

One word. “Retribution” …. ?

What threw me into questioning what Father gives me to write? Several things that are happening. things that are already in the Father’s plan for our good. Things I shouldn’t be concerned about.

  1. The reluctance of my people to visit Jordan.
  2. The silence.
  3. The lack of response.
  4. The lack of change in my people’s behavior.

Those things are in my mind but! I brush them aside, until? I see the prosperity that is promised to me given to others, and?

My mind spiral downwards! If only momentarily  ….?

For that one word, “Retribution”? Brings me to the reality of my Father’s ways, and? Power to sit still. Power to wait. Encouragement. Peace. Joy. Joy inexplicable returns to my soul.

Later! I need sleep. It’s now Sunday, April 8, 2018 at 2:38 am.

I woke up around 6 am. Fixing me some eats and drinks. Now? Ready to continue with the matter of retribution.

Retribution from who or whom? The answer …. ?

The Edomites! They denied food and water to the passing Israelites on the way to the land, and? Time now for retribution.

The Edomites are the descendants from Esau, hateful twin brother of Jacob/Israel. From the womb there was war between the brothers, but!

Esau was destined for destruction from the beginning because of his carnal evil nature. How all of this comes into play now?

I am not a ‘Bible Scholar, but! …. ?

I can honestly say that I have never been inclined to apply myself to study these matters. My learning curve is just not there.

I have never been able to even to memorize one verse of Scripture. I must refer to the online versions of the commonly called ‘Bible’ to check all that the Spirit leads me to check.

In other words? I am not a ‘Bible’ scholar nor have done extensive research on these matters, but! I can quote and correctly apply any Scripture in that Book at any given time.

How I do it? I don’t know. It just comes to me. Whatever comes to me? I check with the written words, and? Astonishment!

Ah! So that’s what You mean! Now I understand. Then I go on to the next matter …. ?

Right now? My dilemma triggered by watching those videos on the hot houses and gardens. It’s about the situation whether or not Father is the Author of the words I have written so far.

Whether or not His promises are for real or not …. ?

My question? Is this area to be restored or is it to be destroyed with the rest of the earth as it is now? The answer?

Father sent me to re-read Yedidah’s account of the matter. This account, to my knowledge, is by far the only accurate present account of this matter revealed to Yedidah

Who is Yedidah and how Father connected and disconnected me from Yedidah? That’s another intricate story, but! As I read her article on,

EDOM, PETRA AND THE REGATHERING AND PRESERVATION OF ALL THE TRIBES OF ISRAEL IN THE LAST DAYS

 

Amazing! My dilemma? Gone forever! I see now a more clear picture of the future of this deprived area in the skirts of Amman, Jordan.

As I sit under the early morning shining sun on the roof this wonderful apartment my Father has gifted to me?

I vision all roofs now crowded with disgusting clutter in a totally different view. As far as my eyes can reach I see now renovated buildings.

I see luscious vegetables and flowers gardens to my delight. I see playing children in safe areas suited for their ages. I see joyful faces occupied in the keeping of the gardens, and?

My being soars high! Up and up to the Presence of my Master to be alone with Him. Alone and aloof from all distractions in gloom or glee! Father? In silence I worship Thee.

I thank You, my Father for my and Ahmad’s restored health, but most of all? I thank You for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

Dear Reader, what will I post today? Perhaps the links to the three posts written since I posted last. I’ll see what Father leads me to do as the day advances.

I have to figure out how to insert the links or how to post them. Besides those 3 posts I have also finished Chapters 5 and 6 of The Family—A True Story.

Need to add those to the page, and? There are several neglected chores in need of my attention. Much to do, but! No rush. No pressure. Only?

Inexplicable power, freedom, confidence, certainty, assertiveness, peace, love, joy, the immensity of my Father’s victory, favor, and unbroken companionship! Here are the titles. I will post links later.

  • War? I Hear The Rumors Of Imminent War In Israel.
  • What It Means To Rest? To Really, Really Rest …. ?
  • Retribution? No Question About It …. ?

O dear Reader, I leave you with that thought in mind. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

What Is This Post About? A Challenge. Challenging My Own Self Based On The Sermon Of The Mount… ?

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, April 2, 2018 at 2:28 pm.

O my Father! Nothing seems to add up. One moment I see clear. The next moment? A dark cloud impairs my vision. My heart constricts. Do you measure up? My mind persists.

A challenging moment? Perhaps. What is my challenge, my Father? What must I respond to the measuring up in a humble spirit? Do I measure up at all in Your sight?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Yes, you measure up in My sight. Because you measure up? Daniel 12 is coming to fulfilment on this your moment of suffering.

Daniel 12:10  Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan_11:33-35]

Now? The time is here for the teachers and those who are wise to understand. To understand? Yes. To understand least they fail the test and fall with the rest of unbelievers.

Daniel 11:33-35 And they who are wise and understanding among the people shall instruct many and make them understand, though some [of them and their followers] shall fall by the sword and flame, by captivity and plunder, for many days.

Now when they fall, they shall receive a little help. Many shall join themselves to them with flatteries and hypocrisies.

And some of those who are wise, prudent, and understanding shall be weakened and fall, [thus, then, the insincere among the people will lose courage and become deserters. It will be a test] to refine, to purify, and to make those among [the Almighty’s people] white, even to the time of the end, because it is yet for the time [the Almighty] appointed.

My child,  The Sermon of the Mountain is to penetrate the leaders of My people  full force by the power of My love and wisdom not by their own power of understanding My written words.

There are Three Requirements To Enter The Kingdom Of Heaven!

  1. Lean Not On Your Own Understanding
  2. Become Like Little Children
  3. Do Not Call Anyone ‘Teacher’ Or ‘Father’ Or ‘Leader’

Are you Eligible Or Will you Be Denied By Reason Of your Neglect To Meet Such Requirements? That’s my challenge to the Leaders of My people.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You must set a link to the Sermon on the Mount plus the other writings I have quickened you to check for this moment.

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From now on? I am leading you to challenge My people. It’s time. They have reached the max of their cleverness to no avail. Why?

My children shall never find what they are looking for until they come and reason with me to obtain the power to repent of their own cleverness to live independent of Me.

Go on My child! I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame. I am delighted in your continuing obedience despite the cost to your own humanity.

Remember, My delight in your obedience is your strength. Do not despair. The greatest miracle in your life is about to happen. Rejoice!

Thanks, my Father. You alone have the power to settle and harmonize all inharmonious circumstances no matter how they surface daily, at any moment.

May Your will be done in our hearts down here on earth as it is in heaven. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

How true. Only In Him We Can Find True Rest-Joy And Peace, But! …. We Miss It ALL?

LIL GIRL SKIPING IN RAIN

That’s me in my Father’s sight! A little 5 yrs. old skipping in the rain clad in a frilly dress with shoes & parasol to match. Your little girl skipping in the rain. Free from all the cares of this insanity ridden world. Clad with the attire of her childhood dream The attire of her childhood dream? Same as the destiny You have arranged for her. All perfect in the perfect center of Your will for me. 🙂

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, March 30, 2018 at 10:06 pm.

But! ….? We Miss It ALL …. ?

It goes right over the head of our human comprehension and emotional make up. It’s impossible for us human beings to find our Father/Creator by our own efforts to find Him.

It’s still, Friday, March 30, 2018 at 10:06 pm. Early today? Roxana inquired about my health. She shared with me she had prayed for me all night while she slept. One miracle after next, and?

I can’t Shake this Neglected Feeling of Resentment …. ?

You know all about it. You know I do not want this awful feeling, but! You have a reason for it. I wait on You. I’m going to bed. I need to rest. I am still not feeling well, but! I am much better than what I was last night. Thanks for Your provisions. I hope for the best in Your will not mine.

Cry unto You. That’s what I’ll do! … ?

Saturday, March 31, 2018 at 8:10 am.

I slept on and off through the night. This is the worst attack to my body in a long time. Every inch of my body hurt. The coughing, sniffing, and nose running is vigorous!

My mind? Spiraling down with a multitude of evil thoughts. Anger & resentment are knocking at my door. What to do? Cry unto You! That’s what I’ll do.

Indeed! Save me! Deliver me! I do not want any of this evil harassing me. I refuse to let any of the vileness coming in!

I live in Your Secret Place. I rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Though one thousand come against me in my left hand. Though ten thousand do so in my right hand?

The evil shall not come or affect me in any way shape or form. Your power no foe can withstand. You are my Shield and my Buckler.

What Do You Have In Mind For Me On This 7th Day Of Rest, My Father?…

Again, What Do You Have In Mind For Me On This 7th Day Of Rest, My Father? No doubt. On this 7th Day of Rest, Your mind is made up for me to REST!

Rest? How Am I To Rest Under These Conditions, My Father?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? With you it’s impossible to do so, but! With Me? All things are possible.

  • I am aware of your pain.
  • I am aware of the battle going on in your mind.
  • Take heart.
  • It is all for the best.
  • Don’t give up in the brink of the greatest miracle you have yet to experience.
  • Hold on to My hand.
  • You are secured.
  • I will not let you go.
  • Forever resting in My Presence, resting underneath My everlasting arms?
  • You shall remain no matter what is happening in this insanity ridden world.
  • Go on!

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Go on, joyfully walking and leaping and set on Me! Go on! By My Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High, go on!

It Never Fails. It Always Avails! It will always avail you in the worst and the best times. Now? You are ready for My required rest on this 7th day of the week.”

Indeed! Ready I am!

Now, ready I am. I will see about eating and drinking with a glad heart whatever You have supplied for me.  All angry and resentful evil thoughts? Gone! To be found no more. You have flung it all to the depth of the oceans of cleansing waters. Thanks my Father. In silence I worship You.

Sitting under the morning warm the tears flow. Tears?

It’s  now, 10:01 am. Thanks, my Father for the sunny day. Sitting under the morning warm the tears flow. Tears? Yes! Tears. Tears of joy and gratitude.

To think of the fearful miserable and domineering creature I used to be? Brings me to the thiaBasilia, child of Your heart that I am now. Your little girl skipping in the rain. Free from all the cares of this insanity ridden world. Clad with the attire of her childhood dream

The attire of her childhood dream? To think of it all?

Same as the destiny You have arranged for her. All perfect in the perfect center of Your will for me. To think of it all? Brings tears of joy and gratitude. No more fear. No more doubt. No more anything of that fearful creature that I used to be. I am free. Forever free to be!

Don’t know when I’ll post again whatever I need to proclaim …. ?

Dear Reader, don’t know when I’ll get to post about, Positive Direction From On High. I Have Not Known How To Approach The Matter Of Self-Love Without Offending Or Alienating Anyone.

Perhaps the timing is off yet. Father leads all the way. Thus, the post of today to continue expanding the previous post—to show the Creator’s continuing work in my life.

May it all bless you, dear Reader. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

 

HONEST TO GOODNESS I AM NOT A WACKO …. ?

 

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, March 28, 2018 at 5:03 am.

Hysterical? Somebody Must Have Pushed My Button….?

O dear, dear Readers, I’m hysterical. Here I am, seriously putting pieces together to give you all the best information of what is happening in my life. Whatever for?

Simple. I Am An Angel—A Messenger, But!

It took my Heavenly Father a long time to show me such amazing fact about myself. All my life people had me to believe I was mentally disturbed.

My mental history it’s a mile long, maybe longer, but! There was not any mental disability at all.

I Am Gifted. Seriously Called To Be A Messenger, But!

That’s the ways of the Father/Creator believe it or not. He let us experience evil, sometimes I think longer than necessary, but! What do I know? Regardless my thinking? Father Yah knows better than me, for sure!

Okay? Why Am Hysterical …?

O well. Maybe I do have problems that I don’t know about it, but! I am a busy one learning how to handle SiteOrigin PageBuilder.

I am guessing millions of people are well familiar with PageBuilder. Me? I just now finding out about it. Anyhow?

I am making progress, but! I have not had time to post. No problem. Really, my Father leads me all the way, so? He led me to this graphic that has caused my hysteria. Why?

Well, I Don’t Know Exactly Why, But …?

I sense some people might think I am really out there on the left field. I sense perhaps I am losing credibility, why?

Because what I see coming to pass sooner than we think is really outlandish, but! Those things will come to pass. That’s all I know. How and when? That’s not for me to know.

That’s really the reason I have not been posting lately. Been waiting for Father to dispel this sense that something is amidst.

Father At Work With My Dilemmas …?

What better way to dispel this sense than letting you all know the truth about me. I just look and act like a wacko, but! So did all the greater workers of ancient times. I’m in good company.

Doubts. Fears. Sensing Reality? No Problem. My Task. My Mast.

Anyhow? I been up since before midnight yesterday. Hard at works I been. Looking for a file in the myriad of folders I have created. Not an easy task, but!

Father always have a reason for my looking. The graphic I found today? It served to cheer me up. I know it’ll cheer you up as well. So? I decided to share my good moments with ye all.

Back To Work….? Maybe, If I Don’t Fall Asleep!

But I got to get back to my folders to get graphics I have created a long time ago. They come in handy now. I hope you enjoyed this wacky write up even when I am not a wacko.

BTW When we look at others with critical eyes? We are looking in a mirror. Oo, but that just came to me. ???

One more thing: Take a look at my progress with my personal blog. Eat your heart out! No one has a blog like mine! Hahaha! HalleluYah. https://www.thia-basilia.com/

I’m so proud of my progress, OOO! There I go with that ‘MY’—can’t teach an old dog new tricks, but! Father knows all about this old dog. He knows I’m just being fictitious.

I’m well aware of my deficiencies as a designer. All the honor goes to the good support techs in the Net/SiteOrigin/Great Software/And? The techs unending patience with me.

Of course, the techs? They don’t have the heart to tell me I have a long way to go to be as good as I make out to be. No problem. Father knows all about it. I am going on!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, No exceptions! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me!


Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, March 24, 2018 at 3:54 pm

What Is It With The Push To ‘Love Ourselves’?

No it’s nothing wrong with loving ourselves. In fact we are supposed to do so. Why now the passionate ‘push? Maybe we are swimming in reverse.

We been swimming in the seas of hate for ourselves plus the fuss so long, so long. Now we are swimming in the seas of love and peace and all beautiful as it is to belong

Do we realize why we swim at all?

Why we swim the turbulent waters as well as the peaceful ones? Why we do what we do one way or the other?

Sure! Many have figured out such a puzzle, but!

Not many I hear tell what it should be told. As a whole is not a matter of love or hate. That’s only the buds of the root with no debate.

The root? No debate?

There is hate. Yes, the core of all our doings with no exception. With much perception. Indeed! The root of all our universal problems is ANGER, but not just anger in the general sense of the word. NAY!

What is ANGER   ?

Anger is the killer of all our good and noble intentions as well as the killer of the most depraved and corrupted ones, but!

What specifically kind of anger has come to my knowledge only recently?

  • We are ANGRY at two beings in our lives.
  1. The Mighty Being Who created us.
  2. The woman that gave birth to us.

Preposterous! No way! We love and take care of mom. We bless her. We go out of our way to show our love to our moms. Indeed we do!

And the Creator? For goodness sake! Don’t I see the most fantastic demonstrations of worship?

The music. The great sacrifices. The offerings. Wow! How can we be angry with a deity we claim to be ‘love’?

Ah! But we are. I never saw this before as I am seeing it now. Think about it dear reader, why all this amazing demonstrations of love for those two beings in our lives?

Granted, some mothers are well deserving of such love as we see fit, but whether the mother deserves it or not we feel compelled to love her. We go out of the way to show such love.

And we are angry with mother? And the Creator? Don’t we even sacrificed our lives to serve and honor Him? But! We are angry with both of them.

How can that be? How can we be angry with such Beings?

That’s what the Father/Creator has been driving at by letting us stew in our anger until we cry ‘uncle!’ Until we hit bottom just like any addicted one would do to overcome the addiction.

What is ANGER?

Anger is an addiction that no human being can really conquer. You’ll see. How long shall take for you to see? That’s the question and the answer I have no business meddling with.

The question and the answer I have no business meddling with. …?

I have greater matters in my way—gout pain? Much greater than meddling with somebody’s else’s gout! I am going on! Victory at last! Even my gout is rejoicing with me!

I been totally frustrated with my designing skills, but! Just now? I accomplished close to what I want to accomplish! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Take a look: https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Everybody gets to rejoice with me now, NO EXCEPTIONS! No more the grumpy face of the last few days. Even my gout is rejoicing with me! How ’bout you? And? How you been my dear Reader?

How is about a comment not just an awesome?

Even a couple of lines insulting me will come in handy. Hahaha! I’m a bundle of contradictions. Honestly.

One moment I am hassling the complementors like Ngobese. The next moment? I’m relishing his compliments. The next moment? I rather be insulted than complimented!

O dear! There is a time and a place to accommodate all my contradictions, and? A time and a place for yours as well.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂 🙂 🙂

So High! So Deep! Yet? So Visible Like The Roots Of The Tree You Have Chosen To Exhibit In The Graphics Of Your Choice. …

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Monday, March 12, 2018 at 12:15 am.

Another Monday. Is anything changing? I’m still in the dark somehow on what to post, but! Just now I’m beginning to see.

Man O men! Your ways are so high! So deep! Yet? So visible like the roots of the tree You have chosen to exhibit in the graphics of Your choice. On to graphic the matter.

Dear Reader, be on the LOOK OUT! What’s coming next is so high! So deep! Yet? So visible! You shall see!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

What is with our minds? Are we about to arrive at the end of our pursuit for that elusive happiness….?

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Thursday, February 22, 2018 at 11:23 am.

Up and down the mind goes!

Father? You know my will is set to abide in You, but! I am a human being. I have to live in this insanity ridden world. Show, lead me, open my eyes, unplug my ears, what am I asking my Father?

One day I am so sure and certain. The next day? The day when the rain falls. The day when all things that can go wrong, go wrong. That day? O my Father, I lose my certainty, or, do I?

I have not been inclined to post since the 19th, and? Not inclined to post just yet. Lots is going on with my computer and my task to optimize thia-basilia.com.

Things that were no problem before, now? Big trouble. I can’t figure out what’s causing the problem. Thus I can’t figure out how to fix it.

It’s now 10:31 pm. been sleeping. O my Father? You know what goes on. I’m so uncomfortable. Nothing seems to be working, but! Nothing is like it seems to be.

I might go back to sleep. I’ll see if the MAMP installation works this time. If not I’ll go back under the covers. I wait on You.

Friday, February 23, 2018 at 3:22 am.

What’s with our minds….?

Another day. Another week is gone, O my Father! In  fact? This second month of 2018? Is about to go with the wind. It shall be no more, therefore!

A long way we have come from the beginning. Are we about to arrive at our final destination?

What is with our minds? Are we about to arrive at the end of our pursuit for that elusive happiness? Would that be the aim ingrained in our minds?

I sense, big time that it is so. The happy faces. The ringing laughter. The blasting flames of pain. The agony of defeat? It all is at its peak.

So many words written. So many words spoken. So many ideas. So many theories. So many dead end roads. Staggering dissolutions. Imaginations.

What Is Man That You Should Be Mindful Of Him?

(Job 7:17 AMPC+)  What is man that You should magnify him and think him important? And that You should set Your mind upon him? [Psa 8:4]

(Job 15:14 AMPC+)  What is man, that he could be pure and clean? And he who is born of a woman, that he could be right and just?

(Psalms 8:4 AMPC+)  What is man that You are mindful of him, and the son of [earthborn] man that You care for him?

(Psalms 144:3 AMPC+)  Master, what is man that You take notice of him? Or [the] son of man that You take account of him? [Job 7:17; Psa 8:4; Heb 2:6]

What are we, O my Father, what are we? Such an array of diversity. Such a bunch of discontented souls. Never satisfied. Never yet arrived. What are we, my Father?

Your Family—Your Intent For Our Creation. Your Lost Family In Restoration….?

In the tears of yesterday? Comes the strength of today.

The Family Unit? The strength of eternity.

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect — To Be Loved. To Love. To be perfect.

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

 

Chapter III To Continue The Saga Of The Mother In The Family—A True Story.

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Indeed! Sadness. So often the Sadness is so intense, but! I quickly run to my Father to inquire, and? Quickly comes my Father’s reply:

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, February 17, 2018 at 9:24 pm.

Your Presence sustains me come gloom or glee….!

Thanks, O my Father! No words to express my gratitude even while I am so cold that I can hardly type, but! Your Presence sustains me come gloom or glee!

I’m going on to edit and format Chapter III. That is if I don’t fall asleep in front of the screen. What a life! No problem. Just jolt myself awake enough to crawl in my cozy bed. Lol!

Sunday, February 18, 2018 at 5:41 am.

Ha! I did crawl in my cozy bed several times, why? I would wake up. I would try to continue my task to no avail. Back to crawl in my cozy bed until 4:45 am.

The still waters of Your Presence in my being came to mind….

I woke up and? I just laid there under my warm covers. I felt my body with thanksgiving in my heart. The still waters of Your Presence in my being came to mind.

The scene for the background in all You give me to record? Quite suitable to convey such Presence to the readers. What should the legend be?

Several legends came to mind. I got up. I fixed and ate my meal. I came to the computer.

Ha! Denise added a new picture in Facebook. I clicked to view it….

Quote: “Very quickly Sadness spoke up, “I AM.” Wow! What a message for my moment of deliberating on the legend for the background. Perhaps?

The still waters of the Great I AM Present in my soul. Come to His Presence all ye who are heavy laden with the cares of the insane world driving all to its insanity. Come. Rest….

Indeed! Sadness. So often the Sadness is so intense, but!

I quickly run to my Father to inquire, and? Quickly comes my Father’s reply:

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause. Reflect. Could it be My child you are sensing My sadness? Could it My child that I do inhabit the praises from My children but My children do not inhabit in Me?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause and reflect on the difference between your past considerations and aberrations and your present stand under My direction & control. Do you see your former self in all of these people? Do you realize now how, even though you had all of these people’s approval and admiration you were not satisfied? Do you see now the cause of all of your mental disorders? And, most important, do you see the difference between ‘good’ and ‘genuine’?”

Ah! O my Father—O Father of mine, I most certainly do! Most certainly I see it. I was ‘good’, perhaps my people considered me even better than the average ‘good’, so? They admired, they sought my company, they helped me. Me? In my part I reciprocated. Ha! That was the good Christian ‘good’ life of, Church attendance, Bible studies, abiding by all the rules of tithing, supporting one’s pastor, helping the poor, the orphans and the widows, witnessing to save souls, teaching or rather imposing such system in one’s children. Phew!

That was my ‘good’ life and testimony of how You, O my Father—O Father of mine, had brought me from a sordid past to an exemplary at that time present. What was wrong with that, O my Father—O Father of mine?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, what do you see now about your ‘good’ life? Did I, at any time called you to be ‘good’? Or, at all times, did I not commanded you to be ‘perfect’ as I am perfect? How am I perfect? In My perfection, do not I deal with you in ways not good at all in the judgement of mankind? Do not I deal bad things to my good & righteous man? So, does My perfection equates to goodness in your understanding of goodness? Not at all. Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, you are on to a good start.

I pause and reflect, O my Father—O Father of mine, I see, yes I see.

  • Goodness is a one sided attitude opposite to badness.
  • Perfection encompasses many sides.
  • Goodness is finite, it comes to an end.
  • Perfection is infinite, it never ends. Goodness is temporal. Perfection is eternal.
  • Man can achieve goodness.
  • Perfection is not achieved by any human effort.
  • Perfection is inherited from Your nature.
  • Perfection is not a human achievement.
  • Perfection is Your achievement in us.
  • Wow! What a good start.

O my Father—O Father of mine? If only I could pass on this interchange with You to all my former ‘good’ friends and relatives?

If only … Ah! What’s the sense in all my ‘if onlyies’? If only this or that only means I am looking for my own edification.

  • You are in control. No ifs. No doubts. In due time? You will do whatever needs to be done to get Your children, to get my people’s attention. I wait on You with patience & composure & hope.

Will share what comes next in the next post. Perhaps. Meantime and until the next post?

His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂

 

Chapter 2 To Continue The Saga Of The Mother In The Family—A True Story.

 

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In that mental ward? I heard: “My People Perishes For Lack Of Knowledge or Understanding Of My Ways. You are here to learn. In the future your experience shall avail many.”

In Retrospect? My Parents Were Moral, Religious People ….

My parents were moral and religious people, with good intentions, and high moral standards. And they did love us.

Nevertheless, I will make the following statements based on what the Spirit of the Father/Creator has revealed to me in my latter days.

Explosive Revelation! My People Perishes For Lack Of Understanding Of My Ways….?

It was towards the end of 1985. I had suffered a total mental breakdown for the second time. Shivering and Clad with a blanket a kind worker had placed of my shoulders? I paced the mental ward in a public hospital in New Orleans, LA.

Shivering I paced along many others, some of them holding on to opened Bibles. Chanting. Smoking. Even cursing I watched, strangely? Undisturbed. It was then when I heard:

My People Perishes For Lack Of Knowledge or Understanding Of My Ways. You are here to learn. In the future your experience shall avail many.

That all happened some 33 years ago, and? As I am editing this chapter from my Autobiography, My Teacher reminds me of that incident to prick your interest on how things are developing since that time.

Lack Of Knowledge Of The Almighty’s Word….?

My parents were somehow confused about the Almighty’s Word. They were not totally ignorant about the Almighty’s Word, for they were Catholic Christians and they knew the basics of the Christian faith, but!

They were ignorant of the Truth of  the Almighty’s Word. They were not totally ignorant people, for they had a certain amount of formal education.

In fact, my father, I understand, did speak English. Although, as I recollect very distinctively how one of his sons, Miguelito, who spoke English quite well, used to kid about papa’s English.

For myself? I couldn’t have told you whether my father did or did not spoke English, because?

Well, because I hadn’t had the foggiest idea about any other languages at the time. I was quite enchanted with my own language to worry about English or anything else, even to worry about my father’s education or linguistic ability.

The point being that my people were not ignorant people. Perhaps un-educated, yes. But, what good education would have done?

The Ignorance Of The Truth In The Almighty’s Word? The Cause And Effect Of Mine And This Insanity Ridden World….

It was not ignorance of the Almighty, or lack of goodly ways either, for I grew up in a goodly and moral environment, more so than the modern environment of this day and age.

I remember one time, I shall never forget it. My grandmother taught us to pray. We used to have prayer meetings often.

It was hard to pray because we had to kneel in the dirt floor for a long time and go through the whole “rosary”. (The rosary beads prayer).

On top of that? My grandmother did not know the exact format to pray the rosary. So, they, the grown-ups had to keep saying back and forth “no, not that way, we forgot to say this or that, let’s start over again from ….”

Oh man! Poor old kiddos with the knees on that dirt! So, when I went away “into the wide world yonder” of the little country town nearest to my father’s land, to “Boarding School” in pursuit of an education, when I came home for break?

I was most enthusiastic about bringing my grandmother the “educated way of prayer.” My grandmother listened carefully and with a kind but firm tone of voice she said something to the effect,

“That’s very good, I am very glad that you have learned, and now that you know how to pray, would you go ahead and pray, my dear daughter?”

For goodness’s sake! I wasn’t the one interested in praying. All I wanted was to teach her the format of the rosary so that I wouldn’t have to pray for such a long time, but!

It was a hopeless situation, she was too far gone to the judgment of a 10-year-old’s evaluation of her education. To my judgment? She couldn’t be educated nor convinced to make things a little easier for us children.

So, I quit giving instructions to my grandmother right there and then, I wasn’t dumb, I knew her meaning.

So, it was not ignorance of the Almighty. For my grandmother was a righteous woman. But she got set in her idea of the Almighty concerning discipline because, she didn’t know the Truth of the the Almighty’s Word.

Ignorance. Rebellion? A Pair To Follow Me Most Of My Life.

The conflict became even more severe as I grew older, because I, also, grew up ignorant.

  1. Ignorant of The Almighty’s Word.
  2. Driven by the spirit of rebellion.
  3. Rebellion? Ingrained in the human being at birth.
  4. Rebellion imbedded in our human nature
  5. Imbedded in me. Adequately nurtured with the poison of rejection/fear.
  6. Producing the emotional wounds from my early childhood’s sufferings.

I knew why my grandmother was so mean and distrustful of me. Why she would punish me so severely? Several reasons:

  • She had taught me about moral values and good behavior, but!
  • Though I wanted to live up to what my grandmother had taught me? I failed miserably to do so.
  • Yes, I knew in my heart it was the right way to live, even so?
  • I was not able to live up to those standards.
  • I kept falling short of her expectations.
  • That is why grandmother would punish me.
  • That’s what I knew.

What I Didn’t Know Was That All Human Beings Have The Same Passions And Problems.

I didn’t know that we are all born with the spirit of rebellion imbedded in our natures, without the ability to be good. Despite the many considered ‘good’ by this world’s standards.

Therefore, when I failed to live up to the standards that I was expected to live as I was growing up, I felt that I was the only one to be so bad.

I felt that I was the most wicked person in the whole world because I kept falling short not only from what grandmother had taught me but also from what it seemed to be the standards of every grown up that became involved in my life as I was growing up.

I kept falling short even from what I knew in my heart to be the right way of living, my own standards.

Emotionally Disturbed? Yes, According To The Jargon Of The Psychiatrist’s World. Actually….?

Whence, I grew up emotionally disturbed, according to the jargon of the Psychiatrist’s World; actually, the truth of the matter?

The spirit of rebellion imbedded in my nature gave way to many other evils that were to assail me during long periods of my life.

No one human had been able to deliver me ….

For better than 20 years I had undergone treatment for mental health, and even though I had received excellent treatment from many outstanding psychiatrists and mental health caretakers?

Not a single one had been able to free me from the bondage of what they called “emotional disturbance” or “emotional disability.” But!

The Truth of the Almighty’s Word did set me free permanently and forever in a matter of a moment.

What is that Truth to deliver me?

The truth of our dual existence with two natures—the nature of our Almighty Creator and the nature of our birth into this world under the dominion of Satan for the time being.

That’s The Truth That Set Me Free….

Now? I am free indeed, to the glory and the honor only of the Almighty Father Creator of the Universe and all there in including us human beings.

The Purpose For My Story….?

And to testify about that Truth that set me free, is the purpose of this story, the story of my life.

Evil spirits rooted in the strong man of self-condemnation, self-rejection, self-pity and many cavorting demons tightened a grip on my soul that drove me to lose my mind in two occasions in my life, but!

That’s the darkness I had to come across to appreciate the magnificent Light emanating from the Presence of the Father/Creator within my being. In Him there is no darkness.

And That’s To Be The Subject For The Next Chapter In This Unique Saga.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.