Love story 2: Roasted by love (cont’d from 1)

Right in front of me, they interrogators questioned him. I could not believe the questions they were asking him and the responses he was giving.

He looked miserable; wretched; defeated.

It was like an acted drama.

Or, do I say a movie?

At one point my emotions were too strong I thought I would burst.

I took up my eyes to look at him. Our eyes met. He immediately looked down. He could not stand me standing there and hearing what he was being asked; and what he was saying in response.

I felt embarrassed; disgraced.

I saw a tear drop from his eyes. I burst into tears.

It was hard to believe that what was unfolding was happening to me; that it was my own life shattering right in front if me.

We had worked so hard to build our life together. I had believed myself a success. I knew I was on top of the world.are

“Can it be true that this is the man I have known, loved and shared a common roof, room and bed with almost all my life?” These questions kept nagging my mind.

“What blinded me?” I thought I was such a fool. I could hear the voice of my Priest hitting my ears again. His homily the Sunday before was on forgiveness and reconciliation. I had thought it was easy when he preached. Now, facing a real situation, it appeared rather impossible.

“How can anyone expect me to pardon this man?” I shouted, but it was only to myself. It was as if my voice had been strangled.

Again, I could not hold myself. I burst into tears. The look on the faces of the policeman showed they pitied me. But there was nothing they could do.

I did not know why God had done this to me.

My mind raced to Milky. I imagined the happy life I would have lived with him. The children we would have had together. A lump of anger hung on my neck.

My thoughts raced to the children I had with Fepo. How would they take the revelations about their father? I thought they would be bitter and ashamed.

Milky would never had gone that low and wicked. He was a gentleman. I believe he was a man of integrity.

Had someone told me I would lose him so early in our relationship, I would never have believed it. We had big dreams. We were already planning to make a trip around the world. He said he loved the Philippines, India and Africa.

We were to start with the Philippines, since that was my home country so that I could take him to some of my favourite places that I knew so well.

We started looking up and reading about some of the places we would visit.

In Africa, we found exciting information about Egypt with her pyramids and the pharaohs. (to be continued)

Where story begins

If I try a thing (Be inspired today 269 by Ngobesing Suh Romanus)

If I try a thing
And it doesn’t go,
I waste no time in tears;
Tears help no one;
And I don’t get angry
As well;
Anger isnt better;
It makes things worse;
What I do,
I try again;
And try again;
And I keep on trying,
Until I succeed.
That is the success secret
I was taught;
The success secret
That I know.
And that I recommend to you.

Such is life

How was your day?
Was it a day well spent?
Or a day of regrets
And tears;
My heart goes to you
If your day was filled
By years;
I pray God may comfort you.
And if your day was full
Of joy
Don’t forget those who
Had it hard.
Pray that the rays
of the sun may shine
on them but too;
As they did on you;
By the way,
Not all days can be good.
Some days will be good;
Some days will be bad.
Bad days and good days;
Such is life.

Friendship vs Love…which triumps ?

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It’s 2.2 minute read

“Sometimes,in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken.

Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what.

May be you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding.

But there’s also the chance that the person you can count on for a life time, the person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself, is the same person who’s been standing beside you all along”.      Bride wars

Let us see who triumphs at the end.

LOVE

L is the 12 th letter of alphabets

O is the 15 th letter of alphabets

V is the 22 nd letter of alphabets

E is the 05 th  letter  of alphabets

Total of Love is = 54.

FRIENDSHIP

F is the 06 th letter of alphabets

R is the 18 th letter of alphabets

I is the 09 th letter of alphabets

E is the 05 th letter of alphabets

N is the 14 th letter of alphabets

D is the 04 th letter of alphabets

S is the 19 th letter of alphabets

H is the 08 th letter of alphabets

I is the   09 th letter of alphabets

P is the 16 th letter of alphabets

Total of Friendship is = 108

Exactly twice of 54

So the FRIENDSHIP is twice the value of LOVE.

Do you agree ??

Now time for some fun

One day Love met Friendship.Love asked,why did you exist when I already exist?

Friendship replied..to put a smile where you’ve left tears.

And

“There are friends,there is family,And then there are friends that become family.”

What is your take ? Friendship or Love ? Check this link

Wife & Husband-can’t they be best friends for life ?

Thank you.

Philosophy Through Photography

Pixabay derivative,gapbagap.com,pinterest

Look at my tears

Look at my eyes;
Look at my tears;
Do you know why I am crying?
They are tears of love;
Or do I say tears of joy?
Really, they are tears of love;
I feel so loved I cannot hold my tears;
Don't wonder who loves me so much
Until I am crying;
But it's not another person;
It's you;
You will be surprised if you don't know
What I understand love to mean.
If you are so nice to me as you are,
What do you call that?
It's love at its best;
You make me happy;
You don't hurt me;
You make me have a sense of self worth;
You make me enjoy the joy of success;
What is that if not love at its best?
You are so sweet to me;
You taste so nice;
You deserve all the superlatives;
You are a honey; a sweetie; a dearest;
Because you bring me only joy;
You give me what everybody desires and needs;
You give me what I want;
You really give me love.
So don't be surprised to see me in tears;
Take up your eyes and look at my eyes;
You will see them;
Tears of love.

You must be blind, true.

I think you are blind;
I truly think you are blind;
You look but you don’t see;
You ask me why I am crying?
I cannot believe it;
Is it you asking me why
I am crying?
Yes, I am crying;
If you see well,
I am crying and badly crying;
I am emptying my eyes
Of its content;
All the liquid in my eyes
Is flowing out like a river;
And this will be so
For a long time;
And until my tank of tears
Is empty;
I have good reason to cry;
Why would I not cry,
When you’ve so pierced
My heart
With a weapon so deadly
As a dagger?
The tears in my heart
Cannot fail to ooze out;
What you see
Is but a little sign
Of what is going on
In me;
My heart is bleeding
Tears of love for you.
So badly I want you;
I can’t imagine myself
Living without you.
You are all I need
In this world;
You are the sole cause
Of the fire raging
Violently in me;
If God refuses me air
To breathe,
But gives me you,
He has given me everything;
You are my air;
My coffee;
Honey in my coffee;
And if I am crying
It is because
You are so indifferent;
So lukewarm about me;
It’s hard to understand
And to imagine
That I am not your number one;
Do you see?
Or you are blind?
I think you are blind;
I think you don’t see;
That is why you don’t know
What is happening with me;
Yes, I think you are blind;
You are blind.
I think you are blind.
You don’t see;
That is the consolation I have;
You don’t see.
I think you don’t see.

Tears of love

Do you see these tears?
They are tears of love;
They are flowing for you;
You are the apple of my eyes,
Have you ever known
How sweet you are?
You taste so sweet,
Honey is not your match;
If you were a fruit,
I would devour you
Skin, fruit and seeds;
You are simply amazing
And I don’t want
To ever be without you.
Promise you will be mine
Now and for as long as
You live.
See my eyes flowing
With tears of love;
Hold me;
Wipe them with your fingers;
And your touch will thrill me.

Genuine? Fake tears?

Which tears fill your eyes
My love?
Genuine or fake tears?
Are you sincerely crying
Or pretending to be crying?
Do you want to have your way by faking tears?
If those tears are fake,
You may pay dearly for them;
If the truth is uncovered;
Your hypocrisy will be exposed;
A penalty, you will pay.
Tears may flow,
But let them be genuine tears;
Not fake tears;
Let them flow from the heart;
Having nothing fake about them;
Don’t shed tears as a public show
To get what you want;
Such would be fake tears;
Which is unacceptable.
In marriage, no fake tears,
My love.
Always shed genuine tears.