What Am I Doing? I Don’t Know. Father Knows. Good Enough. I’m going to sleep…

Phew! Been minding & writing all this time. Long post. Making up for days missed. Hope for the best!

Monday, February 6, 2017 at 5:36 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I have done as per Your lead. Now I wait. Whatever will be, will be! My passionate trust is on You regardless! It’s now 11:12 pm. Almost the end of this day. Don’t know why I have this lurking feeling of despair. My enthusiasm goes up & down. I’m so tired of feelings. Emotions can wear a soul to a frazzle!

Again & again my passionate trust is set on You. I must learn patience but! You know patience is something beyond my ability to practice. What to do? I keep running in all kinds of rabbit tails. Wasting my times or am I? Perhaps this is the way is meant for me to achieve whatever You mean for me to achieve. Perhaps this is the way to ‘uniqueness’. I can’t quit. I must go on.

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 6:20 am

What makes a person eternally unique? O my Father—O Father of mine, what makes a person worthy of Your blessing? Why, distinctly I recoil at the sight of a fabulously life on these earthly grounds?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Go back to that day when I walked among man. Sitting on that rock …Quoting a comment,

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 4:59 AM

I don’t know how to express the awe of the moment. How timely you popped in my inbox! Here I was earlier,

Monday, February 6, 2017 at 5:36 pm

O my Father—O Father of mine? I have done as per Your lead. Now I wait. Whatever will be, will be! My passionate trust is on You regardless! It’s now 11:12 pm. Almost the end of this day. Don’t know why I have this lurking feeling of despair. My enthusiasm goes up & down. I’m so tired of feelings. Emotions can wear a soul to a frazzle!

Again & again my passionate trust is set on You. I must learn patience but! You know patience is something beyond my ability to practice. What to do? I keep running in all kinds of rabbit tails. Wasting my times or am I? Perhaps this is the way is meant for me to achieve whatever You mean for me to achieve. Perhaps this is the way to ‘uniqueness’. I can’t quit. I must go on.

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 6:20 am

What makes a person eternally unique? O my Father—O Father of mine, what makes a person worthy of Your blessing? Why, distinctly I recoil at the sight of a fabulous life on these earthly grounds?

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Go back to that day when I walked among man. Sitting on that rock …

Why the quote? To somehow express my sunken emotions at the sight of the multitude living the ‘happy life’ without the slightest mention of our Creator’s plan. It seems all credit to go to the ‘higher self’ or the Universe or whatever.

So I went back to that day. Wow! Better than one hour has passed. Come back to my inbox. Hey! A comment. Let me check it out. Ah! Let me see what they are commenting about? The book. The Master Plan. The finish line. Man! I could spend my whole day here.

The Master Plan…First time I see it for what it is! That is what I been reading all day. Wow! My next post? Can’t wait to see what Father will inspire me to put all of this together! Much love, thiaBasilia.

Been chasing rabbits tails all day long, or, so I thought until I clicked, Jeff Goins-The Beginner’s Guide To Building An Audience. Ha! Not a tail at all. Some good stuff confirming my Father’s leadership in yours truly’s journey in His Presence. The best I read so far is,

If people hear what you have to say and tell you it was “nice” or that they enjoyed it, then you’re in trouble. That’s lip service, friends, and nothing more.

On the other hand, if you empower a tribe of people with an idea that they take, share, and spread, then you may have something special, indeed. If strangers email you, explaining how your message has literally changed their lives, then you are making a difference, after all.

That’s exactly my dilemma! That’s why I am concerned with the lack of comments. Out of the numerous likes & compliments I get with every post about my writing skill, only a hand full has expressed a hint that the posts have helped them. In addition, only one person has mentioned passing my book to others.

Ah! But! You think that has slowed me down one teensy-weensy bit? Nay! My passion is not necessarily for myself or my readers. It’s higher. My passion is set to the highest of the higher! It can go no higher. Pay no mind to yours truly but! My Master tells me my mind cannot fit the multitude He has reached with the zillion words He has had me to write all of the years past.

Tuesday, February 7, 2017 at 10:21 pm

What to expect from this blog? A unique journal of intriguing conversations. Negative & positive confessions. All details of the planting of the Seed to generate other seeds. One by one the harvesting in my soul is taking place right in front of my face.

LIFE & STRENGTH is sprouting! Hope is in our hearts. Amid the successes revelry, pausing. Reflecting. Behold! The sprouting of the Seed. Multitudes in the valley of decision running for derision. Behold! My Power Of Love From On High Descending Upon You All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Home My Prodigal Son! The Creator whispers in my ears! O joyful tears!

Wednesday, February 8, 2017 at 5:27 am

Got some great news but! Right now? Got to fix some drinks & eats & put all things together while I do all that fixing.

Ha! It’s now 6:24 am. One hour chopping, cooking on my stove & in my mind what to eat for myself & for others. That is, going over & over what to cook & eat not only for our bodies but mainly for our spiritual health.

There is a Mighty Being within and beside me directing my steps every single one of my journey in His Presence. The way things are developing for me proves this matter to be so. What is happening now?

While I am waiting on Rebecca & Ben to respond to the most important letter I wrote in my whole life, I have not ceased to investigate every lead my Father sends my way. Thus, I am now a member of the most elite of the Copywriter’s Clubs.

  1. 1 Objective: Convince to call. Persuade to contact me.
  1. 2 Objective: Keep in touch.

New Business Name: Mental Insanity. Innovative Approach

Thursday, February 9, 2017 at 4:00 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? So much to learn. But You rightly say, Much study is a weariness to the flesh. It certainly is, my Father. I am worn out with all this ‘studying’ thing. Is there an end to my quest, O my Father—O Father of mine? The reality is, I need to get on with the task You have assigned unto me. Mercy, my Father! Give me a handle on these side tracks I waste my time on.

Right now, I had to stop in the middle to lend my router to the family for them to find the results of their finals. I guess I am frustrated, why? Because, the world rallies on knowledge & success while I am proclaiming Your most important message to no avail. Your people continues just as if You didn’t exist and, I am only imagining things. So be it. You know all about it. You are in control of it all.

I thank You for this place. I thank You for my supplies. I thank You for everything but, most of all? I thank You for Your Presence. O my Father—O Father of mine? I thank You for keeping Ahmad and my children and my friends away from me. You are my Portion. I don’t want anyone else but You.

Wow! That is that! I am One with You. Outside of You, I do not wish to be One with anyone else. Each one of Your children has the right to our inheritance. Unfortunately, we are all prodigal sons or daughters—we have claimed our spiritual inheritance. We have wasted it away by the power of our carnal minds. We are coming now to the end of such spiritual treasure. What now?

That’s where my bewilderment and grieving comes into play. There is no way the Spirit within my being can ignore His children behavior—looking for love in all the wrong places. Ah! Here they were bumped into a pig pen of suffering & despair, so what? Let’s get out of this pig pen! Let’s find the castle of our dreams! We can! Is the motto. Repentance? Whatever for?

Oh yeah, I repent of being negative. I repent of not using my mind before. I repent of not loving myself. All that is now changed. I have found myself. I love myself. I love all people. Unconditional love. I am one with all. My word? What a beautiful person! That’s it! Let’s all unite in the spirit of unconditional love!

Sarcastic? That I am and, so were You when You walked among man. What am I doing? O my Father, what am I doing? Expressing my discontentment? Bickering & judging others because they are not flocking to celebrate me? Perhaps. In all events, You are in control of every minute detail of my existence. I have nothing to fear. Whether my emotions are elevated at the sight of pleasure or demoted otherwise, my lot is cast. You are my Portion. Nothing to fear. Not even my own thoughts & feelings.

So? Where am I at? Let me see the beginning of this writing. Ah! ‘What Am I Doing? I Don’t Know! Father Knows. Good Enough. I’m Going To Sleep…‘—The tile for this writing. Good enough. You know. You care. You are in control of it all. The router is gone. I have no way to ask for it back. Without a router, I am handicapped. You know it. I am going to sleep.

Friday, February 10, 2017 at 1:18 am

I been up since about 10 pm last night. I am not feeling up the part. I had a valuable communication with Pat. Next, in checking emails I found a much needed information on how to optimize http://www.thia-basilia.com/. Thanks my Father. only, I cannot keep my eyes opened. I will now go to bed. Hope to resume when I wake up.

Friday, February 10, 2017 at 7:37 am

Got to find out about my dream. I woke up several hours ago. I dreamed of walking out one of my former houses. To my right I had planted a grapevine. I looked down and, there was a tiny green grape. It fell off. I pick it up. Then I saw more grapes. Under the leaves there were more grapes. I picked a hand full and I woke up. The dream means my hard work will pay off. The tiny grape indicates my small beginning, $1.40 in 2017 but! Small? It promises large. The harvest in my soul is ready to yield its crop beyond my conception to estimate.

I am in the home stretch. Coming now to the finish line quite fast. Speed of lightening! The long shot pony advances to the finish line! The purse? Wow! Big Win! Who would have thought my long shot Overcoming Supernaturally to break through; too surpass the fasters runners in the successful writer’s grounds?

Not me, that’s for sure. My only task is to write & publish. My Master? He is doing the rest. Thus, whatever I think, glee or gloom will never be my doom! Overcoming Supernaturally is a book based on my life. I am a person that has emerged from a troubled life changed and transformed by the power of love from on high.

The power of love from on high. It never fails. It always avails! So, I now possess such power within my being. Something of great value to contribute to our failing society. My only goal & aim in the Internet Business is to share this valuable life acquisition for the good of our Society. Why? What made me set such goal?

Dear friend reader of these lines,

Behold! The power of love from on high. It never fails. It always avails! After 9 years, the simplicity of such love has descended on me, big time.

This year of 2017, the whole world will see why I no longer concern myself about such things going on in my world. Why my passionate focus is set up high? Why I am what I am? Why I see what I see? Why I am free to be or not to be? Why? Because I now possess,

  • The power to love and be loved like I never had before.
  • The power to wait and hope with patient endurance.
  • The power to remain when quitting is big & strong in the mind’s terrain.
  • The power to laugh & cry as it best fits the occasion.
  • The power to kick the fear of man on its rear end!
  • The power to rest underneath the everlasting arms.
  • The power to march fearlessly & joyfully praising the Father/Creator all the day long in His Presence on the valley of death we all march on!

Behold! The power of love from on high. It never fails. It always avails! Overcoming Supernaturally. A compelling story that will captivate your attention and will compel you to look at your own life. A Digital & Hard Copy versions for sale in Amazon now.

Then, you have the valuable content in the numerous posts published in http://www.thia-basilia.com.

  • Timely posts about the problems Facing the Women of Today. Such posts reflect thiaBasilia’s experience not just ordinary views without proof on the subject.
  • The power of love from on high is the solution to the problems of life in general. From the problem of Battered Woman, abusive husbands, wayward children, prostitution, homosexuality, drug abuse, and, etc. etc. to such problems as fighting poverty, arming one’s self with the powerful weapons offered on the Internet to those who truly want to overcome a life of poverty.
  • Information about paid and free Internet Business Courses, (i.e., Secrets of the Internet revealed by Millionaires, how they build their fortunes on the Internet and most importantly, how you can build your own profitable domain.) These are not “get rich scams” but solid business practices that can make you into a Successful Entrepreneur if you are willing not only to follow instructions but also to accept the power of love from on high.

The Power Of Love From On High is not just a cliché invented by yours truly. Indeed! The Power Of Love From On High is the supernatural glue that shall bind us all together to overcome all of this world’s miseries.

The Power Of Love From On High is far beyond any and all conceptions of love by the human mind. It is the power to face oneself. It is the power to die in order to live again for eternity. It is the power to repent, to change the course of our individual lives.

The power to set our priorities for the common good not just to satisfy our selfish and egoic nature. The power to keep the First and most important of the famous Ten Commandments. the second commandment automatically becomes a reality not just a hit & miss ordeal as it is nowadays.

Phew! That’s what I have been doing. That’s why I have not been posting. Hopefully you got hooked to read it all. If not book mark it. Come back later.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia

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